Mind of Yours 2

I'M NOT OK WITH YOU

I'm trapped in a glass less box
Nowhere to run or hide
Can't see what is going on outside
If they were to open the box
Would they be happy what's inside?
All that is left is my thoughts
It gets dangerous when we're together
Especially when I'm alone
I can never win no matter what
Happy memories fade away
I have to think for it to make it stay
Bad times are always there
Cause they are the reason I fell in the first place
I'm not ok with you
I don't even think I was before
But I have to live with you
And you come in many forms
Tried to change for the good
Give me what I want
So I can feel good
I screamed so low
Nobody can barley hear
If I screamed louder would they tear the box to shreds
Pull me out and hug me like they care
I like to envision something secure
So I can feel something real
My imagination doesn't last long
It is to far to reach
Seal the box with tape
And ship the box to another place