Chances (changbin fanfic)

24

"Good morning," he said the second I opened my eyes. He was already changed and between us was a small plate with different kinds of fruits.

"I made you breakfast," he said and kissed my forehead.

"Hi," I smiled back at him. I was still thinking about last night, it was beautiful, but still scary and frustrating to know that he didn't say it back.

"You're so beautiful baby, so so beautiful and you did so good yesterday. You mean so much to me," he said slowly and quietly. I didn't expect any of this after he was ignoring me for 20 minutes.

"Thank you," I said shyly and I buried my head into his shoulder.

"Lee Know hyung is cooking lunch for all of us, so maybe you can eat some of the fruit and we can go now to my dorm, he invited you too," he said caressing my hair softly.

We were laying in the bed for another 10 minutes when I changed my clothes and eat half of the plate he prepared for me, I was still hungry but I needed to save place for lunch in my stomach.

We left my house and it was the first time he grabbed my hand in public when we were walking through the city. I didn't expect for him to do that, even if he's an idol, anyone could see us like that.

We finally entered his dorm, Lee Know was only one standing in the kitchen when the rest was already sitting around the table, chatting and laughing together. They greeted me very warmly, as always.

It didn't take long for Lee Know to bring everything he prepared on the table and it was so many different kinds of vegetables and meat. He tried really hard to do it properly.

We started eating quietly when Jisung started talking, but I think he really wished he would shut up.

"I don't know what should I wear to music awards tomorrow," Jisung said, causing everyone to look at him. I looked too, but I was trying to act normal about it.

"What?" Changbin said immediately, raising his voice a little bit.

"I bought tickets in the audience, I don't know what to wear," he chuckled nervously. He saved it pretty well but I'm not going to let it go without teasing a little bit.

"Can we go too?" I asked, smiling widely at Changbin, everyone was suddenly looking at me and Chan started to smile too.

"No," he said coldly, looking back at his plate.

"Why not?"

"I said no," he repeated.

"Why?" I grabbed his hand that he had on the table.

"I don't feel like going to music awards," he said quietly.

"Can we watch it home? Maybe we'll see Jisung in there," I teased him more. He should've told me way before he's an idol, it's kinda his fault too.

"I can't, we have to work tomorrow, right?" he said, moving his eyes onto his friends.

"Yeah, yeah," Jeongin, Seungmin and Felix said at the same time.

"So then I'll watch it alone."

"You-you can't," Changbin said, still not looking at me.

"Why?"

"It's boring and beside that, you need to take care of Hyunjin's dog, he wanted to ask you but he was afraid," now everyone was looking at shocked Hyunjin. I was really trying to to laugh when I saw his face.

"Uhm- yeah yeah Kkami, my parents can't take care of him," he said nervously.

"Well I think I woul be okay to have a dog in my lap and watch tv at the same time," I said, making all of them nervous, except Chan, he was just smiling.

"And also Lee Know hyung will bring his cats. Two cats. You wouldn't know what to do," Felix added.

"I have three cats," Lee Know said just a second after Felix, and if look could kill he would be dead three times already.

"Oh," Felix said, looking down at his plate a little bit embarrassed.

"Can I talk to you for a second?" I said to Changbin and I could see with a corner of my eye how Chan stopped smiling.

Changbin stood up without any word and he headed to his room and I was quietly following him. When I closed the door behind us he sat on his bed and looked at me.

"Can you tell me what are you even doing? What was that all about?"

"Nothing I just don't want to go to music awards," he said, looking into my eyes.

"No. Tell me the truth," I raised my voice a little bit.

"There's no other truth," he said, his face was unreadable. I didn't know if he was shocked, angry, scared or sad that he couldn't tell me the truth, but I deserve the truth after all this time.

"You're lying again," I said, I was frustrated and angry with how he was still lying.

"No."

"If you hate me that much that you don't even want to tell me who you really are after all of this, I think we can end this right now," I said with single tear escaping my eye.

"You know who I am?" he said when I could see how his face changed and his eyebrows narrowed.