Chances (changbin fanfic)

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"This will be the first night in months where I can fall asleep peacefully," Changbin said to me when we were already cuddled in the bed after the concert in New York.

"Same," I admitted and snuggled my head more into his neck.

"I'm so sorry that he did what he did and I'm sorry I didn't protect you," he said quietly.

"I just didn't want to ruin your life."

"But that doesn't matter to me. Of course it's important this is my dream, but not more important than keeping you and baby safe it's my first priority now," he kissed the top of my head.

"I love you," I said and put a small kiss on his neck.

"I love you too," I said and we slowly drifted to sleep.

And this was my life for another 2 months, no stress, no abuse, just me and him.
I saw all of the big cities in USA, the cities everyone dream of. Los Angeles and Las Vegas were clearly one of the best memories. And we did what he promised when we were still back home. Doing it in almost every hotel with a nice view, I kinda hate that I missed the Paris hotel, it would be magical, but that would never compare to this. On the other hand, we needed to do it sooner before my belly grow even more than it's now.

We came home just yesterday and I'm already 3 months pregnant and my belly is getting bigger every day more and more.

"I want to show you something," Changbin said when we woke up in the morning.

"What?" I said quickly.

"Shhh, that's a suprise babygirl," he said and pressed his lips againts mine.

He slowly lift the blanket we were sleeping under and he moved himself between my legs.

"Hii baby," he said to my belly. He was doing it every morning for the past month.

"You are so cute," I said with a wide smile on my lips.

"Soon we will find out if you're a boy or a girl. We will love you so much baby," he whispered and put many kisses on my belly.

This felt like a dream. Having him back. Having his baby.

"You remember the day we fucked times in a row?" I chuckled.

He looked at me with weird expression on his face. "I'm talking to a baby and you're talking about sex?" he chuckled after that too.

"Well you said you're not fucking me hard enough to make me pregnant and look what happened," I laughed and he joined me.

"Sorry," he said after while and put another kiss on my belly, tracing his lips onto my neck right after.

"I love you," he said when he stopped kissing my neck.

"I love you more."

We got out of my house and we were slowly walking down the street to the unknown destination because he didn't want to tell me.

We were infront of their dorm but he turned the corner, we walked for another minute and he stopped infront of the not very tall building, it has only 5 floors up.

"What's this?" I said.

"Wait," he said and he took a key out from his pocket and opened the main door. We went inside and entered the elevator to stop on the third floor. He turned right and stopped infront of the door into the flat with the "SEO" on the little nametag probably glued on the door.

"Baby what did you do?" I asked but he just smirked and opened the door into the apartment.

"This is our home from now on," he said when he closed the door and hugged me from behind.

"What?" I chuckled nervously.

"Well it would be tiring to go from dorm to your place and back and since we're expecting a baby it is just jump to the dorm and it would be chaotic for you to live in a dorm with us so I had this idea and-and, it's still up to you if you want to live with me, it's another step in our relationship," he said quietly.

"Why are you doing so much for me? I don't know how to repay you," I said but he grabbed my hips and turned me to face him.

"Just stay alive that's everything you have to do," he said and kissed me.

I slowly walk through apartment, it wasn't big but it was more than enough. The kitchen was connected with living room, furniture was combined with black and white and it looked really modern, it has another 2 rooms, one was our bedroom and the bed was huge, even bigger than in my house. Another room was the room for the baby. It had everything, it was very colorful.

"Baby you're amazing, I swear I will cook for you everyday," I chuckled when I was alredy standing next to him.

"I'm expecting that," he chuckled and kissed me again.

Another day I woke up alone in our new apartment already. Changbin and the boys were moving his and mine stuff to the new apartment, my childhood home was almost empty, but many things stayed there.

Since they were moving stuff almost all morning, I decided to take a walk to the grocery store to fill up our fridge, I had a cart with me so it would be easier to lift the stuff back to the apartment.

The grocery store was almost empty when I came in, I turned to the shelf with milk when my thoughts interrupted male voice.

"It's really nice to see you again," he said slowly, looking directly into my soul.