Chances (changbin fanfic)

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We were together whole day and he promised that tomorrow he'll spend the night and that mean that I need to tease him more. Don't blame me, you would do the same.

Since I found out he's idol, I can't stop thinking how things could change. Would he take me to their performances with him? Practising? Interviews? Just sit in the back with their staff, looking at him doing what he loves.
Maybe if I was his girlfriend, maybe then he would take me. I really want to, but maybe I'll never get the chance.

He came around 8PM, he was wearing a white tank top and leather pants. I could see how sweat was dripping from his forehead when I opened the door for him.

"I'm really really sorry but we were practising and it would take me at least hour to make myself look good and-" I pulled him in and pushed him against the front door and kissed him.

"You always look perfect," I said smiling at him.

"Would you mind if I take a shower here?"

"Of course."

He took of his shoes and we both headed to the bathroom.

"There you have a towel and some shower gels are here, maybe they're too flowery but, try it," I chuckled.

I handled the towel into his hand and our hands slightly touched and we have a eye contact, electricity kick through my whole body.

He pulled me closer by my waist and crushed his lips on mine.

I took his shirt away slowly, the sweat on his body didn't make me feel disgusting, it was hot.

"C-can I shower with you?" I asked him when we stopped kissing.

"Yeah," he said and we quickly took out of clothes.

He pulled me even closer to him, he probably noticed the sweat on his body wasn't bothering me, he started kissing my neck and I pushed him into the shower and slowly let the water run on our naked bodies.

He moved away from my neck and pushed me againts the glass door.

"I don't want to ruin you, so don't tease and let me wash your hair," he grabbed my shoulders and pushed me against the glass again, he was standing behind me and his body was glued on mine.

I couldn't even breathe properly.
He started softly massaging my head and then his. We were showering in silence and then he turned off the water.
He handed me the towel and we were both walking towards the bedroom again.

We layed in the bed just in towels and he pulled me onto his chest.

"Why did you do that?" I asked angrily.

"It doesn't mean that we did it once, we have to do it again right after. It's still doesn't mean you're not fragile," he kissed my forehead, "I was still holding back to not ruin you completely," he whispered.

I could never forget the feeling I felt when he said that.

I didn't want to sound pathetic but I couldn't help myself.

"Please," I whispered and I started playing with his fingers.

"Let's watch a movie," he quickly said.

"We can watch a movie in my mirror," I chuckled.

"No babygirl, you need to rest," he said and kissed the top of my head.

"Why?"

"You need to rest," he repeatedly, but I wasn't happy with answer.

"Tell me."

"No."

"Tell me," I pulled his hand aggressively.

"Don't do it. You need to rest," he pulled my by my waist closer to his chest.

"Tell me or I'll never kiss you again."

"Because I want to take you somewhere tomorrow, and now it's on the point where I would start, you won't be okay," he whispered next to my ear and he kissed my neck right after.

"I'll be able to do it," I said.

"Don't tease me it's already hard to think straight. Please let's watch a movie. Tomorrow," he said, whispering the last part.

Butterflies bursted into my whole body. I didn't even tell anything anymore and I was scrolling down through Netflix and we chose another horror. I always have a reason to cuddle more onto him. Feel his skin against mine.

We then fell asleep naked in my bed,