Chances (changbin fanfic)

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"Good morning babygirl," the first thing I heard when I opened my eyes in the morning.

"Good morning," I mumbled into Changbin's neck.

"Can you tell me why you were crying last night?" he asked when our eyes met.

"I don't want to talk about that."

"But why?"

"It's not important."

"You couldn't even breathe, I know that no means no and when you don't want to have sex with me it's okay, but why were you crying?"

"I-uhm, I just miss my parents and I just wish you'd met them, my dad would've love you and my mom would've cook just for you everytime you'd come over," I said, technically it wasn't lie and I really wanted them to meet him, but it's not why I was crying yesterday.

"Oh babe," he said, pulling me closer to him, "I'm so sorry."

"It's okay. Just don't worry about it, just enjoy yourself," I said to him and he just kissed my forehead.

Next stop for the was in Melbourne, the bus drive from Sydney to Melbourne would've took around 10 hours and even when we had the bus available for travelling all day to the other side of the coast, the management decided that would be easier for us to took a 1,5 hour flight so the boys should rest more in the hotel and prepare for the next day.

"I think I'm gonna use a bathroom," I said to Changbin, when I stopped the video we were watching on his phone, already on the plane. Changbin would totally ask me if he can join for, of course, pleasure entertainment, but after I told no to him, he doesn't even want to touch me beside my hands and face.
I think I fell in love with him even more.

"Sure," he said with a smile on his face and stood up so I can go.

I was slowly approaching the bathroom when my eyes met the black one on the end of the alley, just couple seats from bathroom. I quickly looked away and got in.

I was slowly breathing in and out, trying to focus that Changbin is just there, he would help me right away. He's just there.

My thoughts immediately dissapeared when I heard soft knock on the door.

"Just a second," I said and slowly opened the door, but I wished I stayed in forever.

"I need to use the bathroom, get out," the very annoying voice spoke. I get out of this way but he stopped his lips next to my ear again, "I'm excited for tomorrow kitten," he said and shut the door behind me, letting my heart sink into my stomach.

I sat next to Changbin, trying to forget the words that fucker told me just seconds ago.

"Everything's good?" he asked when he looked at me. I hate how he can do this all the time.

"Yes," I said and put the most fake smile I could and it worked.

"Okay," he said and grabbed my hand again, resting his head on my shoulder.

When we get out of plane it was already about 2pm.

When we got to the hotel at around 3pm we took a shower and layed into the bed, even when others went to the city in the afternoon to enjoy the view, we stayed in and watch movies all day till we fell asleep.

I woke up first, cleaned my face and changed my clothes and Changbin was still sleeping, I cuddled next to him but I decided it would be better idea to go to Hyunjin and Felix's room, because my thoughts couldn't be alone, even if he was sleeping next to me.

I softly knocked on the door and I heard response right away.

"No we don't want any more strawberries," I heard Hyunjin's cute english accent.