Chances (changbin fanfic)

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I wasn't moving on the sofa, I was in the same position for half an hour, waiting for his warmth again.

He came back as he said, he locked the door behind him. He was wearing pink sweatpants, I recognized them from that one Kingdom episode, and a hoodie over his head. He had a box of cookies and another paper bag.

He put it all on the conference table in front of me.

"Felix made them in the morning and said you should taste them," he started unpacking the paper bag that was placed on the table.

"So I took UNO because you seemed like you liked that last time when we were playing it, I brought you my hoodie so you'll be warm every time I'm not with you," he said when he was putting stuff next to me on my sofa. It was a long time since I smiled genuinely, he was doing a good job at being my therapist.

"Boys wrote this down for you," he said handing me a little paper with 7 different handwritings.

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Chan - I know it hurts but it'll be alright soon I promise you :) we're here if you ever need anything, if you're important to Binnie you're also important to us :)

Felix - I hope you'll like the cookies, I adjusted my recipe :) take care!

Seungmin - Everything will be all right soon, don't worry

Hyunjin - I'm making you a bracelet so you'll always feel that you have people that care about you

Jisung - I hope he's taking good care of you, if not say it! take care Minji :)

Lee Know - If you ever feel down I'll show you my cats

Jeongin - I hope you're feeling better and I'm looking forward to another card games
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It didn't take long before tears were streaming down my face uncontrollably. They did that just for me. Some girls would fight for messages like this from them. They didn't even know I know about their fame, doing this just out of nowhere. It just showed me how great they really are.

"Don't cryyy," he kissed the top of my head, "also," he said loudly, smiling widely, and put his hand into the box, "did you watch pokemon right?" he asked worriedly.

"Of course I did," I giggled.

He pulled out a little plush toy, I didn't remember the name of the character but it was that blue one, with sharp ears, a white belly, and teeth.

"This is my favorite toy," he said, "yeah I'm 22 but I love this okay?" he said handing the toy into my hands.

"But it's your favorite toy," I said smiling, giving it back to him.

"I like you more than this," he smiled.

"Oh, you like me?" I asked, expecting that one beautiful answer.

"So much," he said when he sat next to me, pulling me closer.

"I like you too, so much," I admitted.

"So what do you want to order?" he asked after a while.

"Fries," I said confidently.

"I love them," he said, pulling the phone from his pocket and ordering food from the app.

The food arrived after some time and we were watching tv, just cartoons mostly. We then moved into my bedroom.

I took my shorts and t-shirt to the bathroom and I changed there, I'm usually sleeping only in a t-shirt but I didn't want him to think I'm only doing it because of him.
It was the first night with him and the thought of waking up next to him was too good to be true.

When I got back into my room I could see how he was taking off his hoodie and when he did, his tank top slightly moved up and I could see his abs on his stomach. It was a deadly view. And him wearing a tight tank top was even worse. It was the first time I saw him like that

He probably noticed I was looking at his stomach and he smirked a little bit.

We layed in the bed together.

"You're doing this on purpose," I sighed.

"What?" he chuckled looking at me.

"Wearing a tight tank top and I could see this, it's not good," I said looking at his stomach again.

He grabbed my hand and put it on his abs.
"Your look says it all," he smirked. I slowly traced my hand up and down his chest and stomach, feeling how his heartbeat slightly increased.

"Making you nervous?" I said, moving my hand away and cuddling on his chest.

"Little bit," he said quietly, he put his hand on my chin slightly moving it so I was looking into his eyes.

"You have no idea how glad I'm you took me back, just tell me when you'll feel bad okay? I'm here Minji, I'm here for you," he said seriously.

"I will, I'm sorry," I said, looking behind him.

"Hey look at me," he said quietly, "don't be sorry, it's alright, we will just enjoy some fun."

"Okay."

He slowly connected our lips, he was so soft. He pulled away after a hile and kissed my forehead.
"Good night Minji," he said quietly, snuggling his head next to mine.

"Good night Binnie," I said, knowing that maybe he'll like the nickname, I heard his members calling him like this.

This afternoon I was regretting that I wrote him back, when I had a breakdown and crying on his shoulder. Being burden to another person. But today he showed me that I'm never gonna annoy him. He would do so many things to make me feel better.
Now I wasn't regretting it, this was the best decision. I needed him next to me. I needed to feel his arms around me, his lips on mine and his sweet words in my ears.