Chances (changbin fanfic)

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"You're so naive and pathetic," he said and my heart fell into my stomach. I knew why I was getting a bad feeling from him.

He grabbed my neck suddenly and he squeezed it tightly which made me groan in pain.

"You fucking slut," he said pulling me even closer to him, "you think it's easy for me to look at you kissing him?" he said.

I gasped for air but he didn't loosen up his grip on my neck.

"See that?" he said, moving my neck so I could look at the phone in the corner of the room, probably recording us.

"I can crop it so it will look like you want all of this. I will post it everywhere and your life will be ruined, fans and press will drag you down. But most importantly, it will drag your fuckboy down and whole group with him," he said just inches from my face and loosing his grip to let me breathe.

"You're sick fuc-" I said but he connected our lips, roughly trying to kiss me but I immediately snapped my head away, hurting my neck in the process.

"You're gonna do what I tell you. You understand? No word, or he will lose everything," he said pulling his hand away from me. When I get out of his grip I tried to run to the door but he grabbed me again by the back of my neck, pulling me closer to him.

"You're so hot kitten," he said grabbing my ass with his other hand, moving his lips on my ear, "it will be such a pretty picture," he said and pushed me away from him.

I quickly unlocked the door and ran through them, running and looking for a bathroom with hot tears streaming down my face, praying I won't meet anyone.

I finally found the empty bathroom where I locked myself in one of the stalls, letting out loud sobs. My heart was racing and my hands and my whole body was shaking uncomfortably.

Why me? I don't want to ruin his career, his life, his everything.
What should I fucking do?

I stopped crying the second I heard the door open.

"Kitten? Where are youuu?" I heard disgusting familiar voice, I covered my mouth with my hands to prevent myself from making any noise and my crying.

"Don't hide I know you're here," he said, now whispering.

"Open the door for me or you will be punished," he said, but I was still quiet.

He tried to open every toilet, everything was unlocked but he stopped when he tried mine.

"Open them right now," he said, his voice deeper, "open them or I will show your fuckboy the pictures right now," he said and I obeyed and unlocked the door, I couldn't do it anymore. If Changbin saw those pictures, it would break him to pieces.

He get in and locked the door behind him.

"I want you," he said grabbing my neck again.

"No, please no," I said and started crying again.

"On your knees," he said and I looked at him confused through my blurred eyes.

He grabbed my hair and pushed me down, so I was kneeling infront of him.

"Beg," he ordered.

"Please let me go, please," I said but he grabbed my hair tighter into his hand. He pulled a phone from his pocket, but I quickly moved my head down, he took a picture of me and put his phone back to his pocket.

"Beautiful. But you forgot my name? I'm your master," he said.

"Please, m-master let me go," I said and he moved his hand away. I could see his crotch growing bigger in his jeans.

"I will let you go without punishment, but when you won't listen, you will be my toy," he said.

He left the stall and bathroom, leaving me on my knees, crying again. I sat on the floor, shaking, crying for help, but there's no way I would get any.

I want to tell my lovely boy everything. I want to be in his arms I want to feel safe.

'Daddy loves you babygirl'

This sentence was ringing in my ears. The word 'daddy' in the most innocent way was reminding me how much he loves me, how much I need him and even if my world is falling apart, he always made it better just by looking at me.

I want to tell my sweet boy everything. I want to be in his arms and tell him everything. I don't want to ruin his life because mine is a mess.

I pulled the phone from my pocket and opened the notes.

3/11/21
It will look like you want it
I will tell your fuckboy everything
I'm your master
It will drag him and his group down

He pushed me into the dressing room, kissed my lips and grabbed my ass, holding my neck so tight I couldn't breathe. He found me in a bathroom and ordered to beg him to leave me alone, on my knees. I never wanted this Binnie, I don't want to ruin your life.

After 15 minutes on the ground calming down, I finally stood up and left the bathroom, walking down the long hallway back to the green room. It took me another 10 minutes to find the right door.

I softly knocked on the door, which on the other side I already heard similar laugher.

I got inside and everyone looked at me. Akuma was standing in the corner of the room, looking at me with a smirk on his face.

"Where have you been babe?" Changbin asked, "you were crying?" he said out loud.

"I-I got lost," I lied, and he hugged me, I melt into his arms feeling safe.

"And where were you? Your job is to be with her," Chan asked seriously to Akuma. I was surprised he did that.

"She just disappeared after the concert, do you expect from me to follow her everywhere?" he protested but that made Chan very mad, I never saw him like that.

"It's your job," he said.

"Right," he said and he headed out of the door, killing me with his stare.

"It's okay babygirl, next time just stay with Jina okay?" Changbin said giving me a tight hug, "let's go to the hotel," he whispered.

When we finally got into our hotel room he layed on the bed and tapped the place next to him to show me I should lay next to him.

He turned his body and he was suddenly on top of me. He softly grabbed my neck which brought flashbacks into my head.

"I want you," he said, my eyes widened.

"P-please no," I said and started crying.

He immediately get off me and grabbed my hand.

"I'm so sorry, are you alright?" he asked nervously.

"No," I said and I started crying even more. He pulled me onto his lap and I started crying uncontrollably into his chest, wishing I would never face that devil ever again.