Chances (changbin fanfic)

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"Pictures and articles everywhere. You want that?" he said when we locked eyes with each other.

"I don't mind," I grabbed his other hand and interwined our hands, he smiled softly.

"People will follow you."

"I don't mind."

"Toxic fans and haters will try to pull me away from you, shaming you, making fun of you. Making posts about shit you did wrong, even if it wasn't wrong. How your clothes looked or what expression you had on your face when you were with me. Everything," he continued.

"I don't mind," I repeated for the third time and I meant it seriously.

"How are you so okay with all of it?" he asked with raised eyebrow.

"Because I love you and I don't care how pathetic this sounds but I want all of you. I want everything that comes with you alright?"

"Are you sure?"

"I never been more sure about anything," I said and he smiled widely. His smile was my favorite sight. Everything felt okay even when I didn't know what is going to happen next.

"Minji, can I ask you out on a date tomorrow evening?" he asked, not answearing my little speech. I really wanted for him to say something, anything.

"You can."

"I'll make a reservation, let's say," he looked away from my eyes for split second, "7PM ?" he said back into my eyes.

"Sounds perfect," I smiled widely.

"I'll pick you up at 6:40 exactly, I know a beautiful restaurant."

"So I need to dress fancy?"

"You always look fancy," he chuckled.

"I don't want you to spend money on m-" he shut me up with his lips, I pulled him closer by his collar, deepening the kiss.

He pulled away first after few seconds.

"Quiet," he whispered into my ear.

"Now let's go home, you need to rest," he ordered and stood up from the bench, I stood up too, not able to talk back to him, that kiss totally changed every thought in my head and suddenly the only thing I could do was only obey the dark haired boy.

We were walking in the silence again, until we stepped infront of my house.

I was stubborn and I said what I said, I said I want to be just friends, just because I could protect myself, I can't afford to be broken again. It was selfish.

He always ask for my permission, and mainly in situations like this, when I said I want to be friends but he saw it in my eyes. He didn't have to ask, he knew what I want.

"See you tomorrow," he said and he put a small kiss on my forehead.

"Bye," I said quickly, but he was already on the street, walking back to his dorm.

I was excited for tomorrow, I wasn't sure what is going to happen, but I couldn't wait to find out.

It was already 3PM when I took a shower and I was slowly preparing myself for the evening. It was the first time we were out in the public.

I put a light makeup on my face, nothing too much. I ironed my long black hair and I let them freerly fall on my back.
The dress I chose was tight black with hole on my back, so my back was mostly bare, it was the dress that my mom bought for me last year and I always kept it, and saving it for the special occasion.
I also picked up black heels but not too tall, I didn't want to be taller than Changbin.