Chances (changbin fanfic)

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When I came home from the doctor I layed down on my bed, replaying every moment in my life, bad or good. Thinking how I end up in this situation. Without my parents, without the love of my life and being abused just to protect the most precious people in the world.

I was hating myself that I let this go this far and broke his heart, but that's the only right decision in this moment.

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It's been a week already and I wasn't able to reach Minji. The betrayal I felt in me was the strongest feeling I felt for the couple of days. I was more than sure that she cheated on me. What about the hickey? About lying and being in his room?

I couldn't believe someone like her could've do something like this to me. She knew how much I love her. How I would give up everything to just be with her. Everything.

"I can't  do this, I want to go home, please," I was crying to Hyunjin for another night, as I did many nights before, barely getting any sleep, performancing without any emotions, without being happy for Stays.

"Just month and half and we're going home Binnie, you can do it," he whispered.

"No. I don't want to be here when she is there."

"But you have to okay? She doesn't even picking up her phone, you just can't go. We're on tour we can't performance without you," he said, and he was right.

"I can't believe she cheated on me. Why me? Why did I deserve it I was treating her right?" I said bursting into crying once again.

"Maybe she didn't. She really loved you I know that. You didn't hear the endless questions she asked about you all the time. The way she was looking at you when you were looking away. The way she was smiling when you said one of your unfunny jokes. She loved you okay? Or maybe she still loves you. You just need to communicate," he said but I didn't answer to any of that. I knew what I had to do. Thanks Hyunjinnie.

"How many days we're free?"

"3 why?"

"Nothing. I think I'm going to sleep now," I mumbled and left Hyunjin's grip.

"Goodnight," I said with smile on my face and he said the same.

I ran to my hotel room and packed into my half full backpack with 2 tank tops, underwear, bottle of water, wallet, charger and my phone. I still had some things in my backpack but I didn't really have time for pulling it out.

I quietly left the hotel and sat into the first taxi I saw infront of the bulding. It was 1am in the morning, but I coudln't wait till morning. I had 72 hours free infront of me.

72 hours minus 30 hours of flight was leaving me with 2 days with her. I was getting my heart broken into million pieces again. But I have to hear her voice again.

When I get to the airport, and bought a last minute ticket that was leaving in 4 hours. I sat onto the bench and after that 4 worst hours went by. My phone rang the minute they annouced I have to sat in the plane.

"Hello?" I asked

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"Hello?" he asked.

"I'm pregnant," it was the first thing I said into the phone when he picked up. But I didn't hear anything on the other end.

He hung up on me.