Chances (changbin fanfic)

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I unplugged the phone from the electricity and layed down on my bed thinking through every possibility and option I have at this moment.

Do I have a right to take the kid away when it's his?
Does he have a say in this or I'm just a selfish?
Should I do the things to my body even when the part of him is in me?
I wasn't sure about many things, but I just know if Akuma found out, he will be jealous maniac and post the pictures that are still in his phone. I have to think about a plan to get to him when it's not too late, I need Changbin's help but he hates me now. Maybe I should do it by myself.

I waited for another day, still unplugged from outside world. I went to buy myself a new phone and clothes, since my favorite ones were still in the bag with them on tour. I put their phone numbers in and packed it in backpack, I didn't need many clothes it was just a 2 days vacation. I only packed black clothes and black cap. According to their plan they were still in the Italy, but soon leaving to Greece. I booked a flight that is leaving in 6 hours to get to the Italy and to the hotel they are staying. I would sleep in the hotel and attend the concert in the evening. I wasn't sure how I will get in, but maybe I'll find a way.

I was already in Italy, I left my bag at the hotel so only thing with me was my phone and wallet.

It was about 4 hours before concert and I was standing back in the parking lot waiting for their cars to come in the back of the arena so they can get in, with Akuma and his phone.

I waited for about 20 minutes, they already get off the cars and I could see him in the distance with hoodie over his head. He, boys and the staff went inside through back door, I waited for another 5 minutes and I got inside. I never thought it would be that easy to get in, I put a cap on my head and I was slowly walking through the hallway until I turned to corner to see Seungmin just inches infront of me, he was looking another way but I almost bumped into nim. I quickly looked down and went past him.

I was still walking through the hallway looking for Akuma.

It didn't take long until I saw him entering the room infront of him, calling with someone.

I opened the door to see him standing infront of the mirror with the phone next to his ear, I entered the room and locked the door behind me.

"Kitten," he said, hanging up the phone, "I thought you ran away bitch," he said moving infront of me, his phone still in his hand.

"I'm so sorry I wanted to be with him and not with you," I get on my knees, "please forgive me," I said.

"Bullshit," he scoffed.

"If it was I would be with him right now. But he doesn't even know I'm here. I just came here to...to warn you," I said quickly.

"About what?"

"Because he thinks we fucked," I show him a little fade out hickey on my neck, "and he said he will fire you if you make another mistake. I don't want him anymore. He's just a clown with his stupid friends," I said, hating myself for the words I said.

"That motherfucker," he said still looking into my eyes.

"Please take me back, I missed you. I know I've been harsh but I didn't want to cheat on him," I said grabbing his crotch, hating myself even more.

"Oh kitten," he said getting on his knees too. He then grabbed my neck softly and pulled me closer to him, "what was the last time you had sex?"

"I-uhm- two weeks ago?" I said not really sure what to say.

"Today you'll have the best sex ever," he said, "but let me deal with something first," he said standing up but I followed him.

"Aww," he said slowly pulling me next to him while he dialed number on his phone.

I took my chance and hit him with my fist at his crotch, he fell on the ground, groaning in pain.

"Bitch," he hissed.

I'm not violent, but I kicked him into his crotch again, taking a phone from his hand and slapped him many times across his face, kicking him three more times before running through the hallways hiding behind the corner to see if he's following me.

I opened his gallery and I took a picture with my phone camera of his phone with my photos. I looked disgusting.

I quickly went to his settings and deleted everything from his phone. Even his contacts and messages. I didn't have time to look through whole gallery, I didn't care about him at all.

I let his phone on the floor, not being that heartless, maybe he'll find it.

I started walking through the door I came in but when I wanted to turn a corner again I saw Changbin with boys. He was laughing. Loudly.

This was the moment where I knew I'm done.

I protected him.
Akuma has no evidence of me under his control, he can't blackmail me now.
He can't ruin his career.
He is safe.
Happy.
Without me.

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"Stop," I laughed at Minho who was trying for about 2 hours to make me laugh, and it was my first real laugh during this week.

"I'm happy you're smiling," Jeongin said and I didn't really realised I stopped smiling the second he said that.

"No, no. I'm sorry," he said quickly but it was too late, the only thing in my mind was my Minji and the baby, which I probably won't see ever again. I never missed or loved someone like this. I failed at protecting her.