Chances (changbin fanfic)

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"What?" I chuckled, even if I knew what he wanted to hear.

"Not friends?" he quickly glanced onto my lips and back at my eyes, he was fast like a flash with that but I still noticed.

"I don't think friends look at each other like we did just minutes ago," I said slowly and quietly.

"You just have weakness for my hands," he smirked and moved closer to me, "but you said we're jus-"

"It doesn't really matter what I said," I said quietly again, cutting him off in the middle the sentence.

"So what are we?"

"I don't know, but not friends. I don't want friends to touch me like I'm imagining you touching me in my head right now."

"You're imagining things right now?"

"I always imagine things," I winked at him and left him in the room speechless, not finishing our conversation and I sat back to my seat. Everyone moving their eyes on me. But I just smiled.
What else could I do?

He joined us in couple of seconds. Everyone moving their eyes on him. But he just smiled.
What else could he do?

His (now mine too) friends are really so obvious and so curious and interested in our relationship that they don't even try to hide the fact they all are looking at us at the same time.

But then Hyunjin started couching, but it was just to break the awkward silence to move all eyes on him.

I started laughing because how fast their heads moved from me, to Changbin to Hyunjin and back to me, when they heard my laugh.

"What's so funny? I almost died," Hyunjin said dramatically serious.

"I love how you're so obvious and not even try to hide it."

"Hide what? We're not hiding anything," Jisung said quickly and seriously, but I could see how he crooked his lips hiding the smile he wanted to show.

"Of course," I laughed again.

"We're just curious about our Binnie," Chan patted his back softly.

"He's now dating and we want to know details," Hyunjin added.

"Oh you don't want to know details," I chuckled and glanced back on Changbin, whose face was now slightly red. I can't believe I made him blush.

"Awwww," Jisung said and Changbin stood up immediately, walking towards him. Jisung quickly hid his face into Minho's shoulder.

"Don't," Minho chuckled and slightly pushed Changbin away.

"You're just so soft, that's why you're blushing," I teased him more, when he sat back down.

"You're really lucky I'm not an asshole and not exposing you too with things infront of our friends," he said quietly, but everyone heard it clearly. He said this nickname first time aloud infront of people, infront of his friends, "let's continue our dinner," he said. They were all chuckling under their noses.

We finished our dinner in a while, talking about random stuff, laughing, but our eyes met many times, speaking through them when words couldn't even fill the needs between us.

We all stood up at the same time, moving dishes into the dishwasher, but Changbin was faster and when all of them was standing in the kitchen, he stood up next to me.

"Wanna take a walk?"

"Sure," I said.

"We're gonna take a walk," he said and they all were just smiling at us, without telling as any word, continuing with the dishes.

We left the building in silence, we took a walk into the small park they had near and we sat on the wooden bench.

"Thank you for inviting me for dinner, it was really good," I broke the silence between us.

"No problem," he smiled softly at me, glancing at my hands I was resting on my thighs. I knew how much he wanted to hold my hand. I wanted that too.

"What was that with Minho and Jisung? It was weird," I asked and he narrowed his shoulders, leaning his back on the bench.

"You never noticed? They were kinda keeping it low infront of you, not knowing if you'd support that or not, but they're usually all over each other."

"Noticed what?"

"They're secretly dating," he said quietly, but my jaw dropped, "well they're officially together, boyfriend-boyfriend, to be specific. But only to us and their family. World doesn't know. Yet."

"That is true?" I said, my mouth still wide open.

"What?" he said nervously.

"When I was researching about you I found literally fanpages on tiktok, instagram, google, just everywhere, that they're dating, all their moments. Oh and all of it is true," I said covering my mouth with my hand. I was surprised and so happy. I never noticed, but when we were watching movies they were cuddled together on the couch.

"Wow," he chuckled.

"Also you and Hyunjin," I said quietly.

"Yeah I saw some of it, but it's we're really close and the glances are not always meant like that," he explained quickly.

"I'm so happy for them," I smiled widely again, thinking about how much I wanted to let their fandom this beautiful news, but I would never do that.

"Can we talk about our love life?"

"Love life?"

"Well, yeah."

"I already told you something, I told you that it'll be better when you decid-" he cut me off when he put his index finger across my lips, making me shut up immediately.

"I know what I want know, but you need to answer some questions for me, babygirl," he said, moving closer to me and putting his hand around my shoulder.