reconnecting

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Stef's: POV
After spending several hours of love making with my wife. Now where cuddling up bed together, she's asleep in my arms. Feeling the light breeze coming from the ocean that's coming through the screen. As l stare at her while she sleeps, how soft Lena's skin feels. It seems like forever the last time we were so connected, it's was four months ago. On a cruise we went on a couples trip, we've been trying to have a baby. The IVF process was long
Giving Lena shots every day four months we did this, we choose a donor. Somebody we didn't know
I wasn't sure if we were going to try again after we loss our son, Lena was six months pregnant when she had the miscarriage. I blamed myself for not being there for her, that was three years ago. When Lena told me that she wanted to tried again, we took every percussion. I made sure Lena ate three meals a day, drink plenty of water. There was no more wine brought into the house, l wanted Lena to be stressed free. Since I had a hysterectomy a few years ago, so there was no way I could carry our child, we thought about a surrogate
Lena didn't like the idea of someone carrying our baby. There were too many risks involved, if Lena having a baby this time. I'm going to step up more, and be more attentive and nutriting. Lena and our future child
Have to be one number, it's time l quick being Selfish and start taking my wife's feelings seriously. She almost left me at one point, Lena always been my rock. I don't want to be scare this time around
Since my parents have been gone
Lena's mother and father are my only family. I got up out bed to go take a shower, while she's still sleeping
Babe where are you going she asks in a sleepy tone. Baby l'm gonna take a shower and fix us some lunch,
Stef said, love please don't mention food Lena replies. Love you need to to eat something Stef tells Lena, now she gives me the slient treatment. Honey I know have not feeling well these few weeks, do you think it's wise for you to go to that conference in LA next week. Stef States, baby l'm one of the guest speakers. Everything is already paid it's to late call and cancel, Lena replies, babe I just want to take care of yourself. I don't argue with you
After we spend the last few hours
Reconnecting Stef said, babe neither do I Lena Stated. Stef puts on her robe and heads to the bathroom for a shower, Lena goes back sleep

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