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Another week had passed, in which Jimin felt nothing but disappointed. Disappointed and guilty and angry at himself. For seeming so fake. For giving off the impression to be a weakling instead of the protective hyung he actually was.

Everyone kept staring at him. Everyone knew.

That's why Jimin couldn't believe his eyes, when he spotted the flash of green taped to his locker.

So I didn't scare him off?

A bubbly feeling erupted inside of his stomach while he reached his locker and started reading. But what Jimin read, made him even more angry somehow.

 But what Jimin read, made him even more angry somehow

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He... he saw him crying? And... Didn't he see the video? Didn't he say he wished he didn't know Jimin?

And why did the small boy feel so attacked by those kind words of worry? It had always felt good to know that there was someone out there who cared for him and his well-being.

He wanted to be loved.
He wanted to have someone by his side whom he could share all of his concerns and happy moments with.

He had always hoped that maybe his secret admirer would eventually become this kind of person to him. Jimin had always hoped that this stranger'd been interested in Jimin. That he really found him beautiful, just like he wrote in the note. That he'd won't be one of those bullies... that he... actually cared.

But a relationship with Jimin was never going to happen because he was just... Jimin.
The small chubby best friend to listen to everyone's concerns instead.

He knew it was his own fault that no one wanted to date him but he couldn't help but feel... disappointed...

Jimin was yet again annoyed by his selfish thoughts, so he pulled out a random pen and sluggishly wrote down an angry reply.

Jimin was yet again annoyed by his selfish thoughts, so he pulled out a random pen and sluggishly wrote down an angry reply

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Not enough space.

Not enough space

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Aish!!!

Jimin angryly scrumbled up the sticky note and pulled out one of his own, determined to make this guy stop writing him further notes. Determined to bury his hopes.

He knew it was childish, but he couldn't care less at the moment

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He knew it was childish, but he couldn't care less at the moment. He was hurt and he needed to let off some steam.

It's not like anybody would want to date me anyway... As if this guy would actually tell me who he is. So screw it, I don't need this.

And with tears stinging his vision, Jimin turned around and walked away.

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