Toxic - A Natasha Romanoff x Female Reader Story

Chapter 13

Y/N's POV:

"Y/N, you need to wake up, we're here. I want to take you to medbay."

I groan. Ugh, not medbay, that's actually the worst. I can't stand doctors.

"I'm not ready to get up, can I have 5 more minutes?"

"Nope, get your ass up, let's go."

I huff sitting up rubbing my eyes and I look at Natasha who is still on the bed. Did she really not leave me this whole time? Wow, that actually makes me feel a lot better.

"Have you been with me the whole time?"

"Yeah, I promised you I would, didn't I?"

I slowly nod.

"I guess I'm just used to promises being broken."

She frowns and I just shrug letting her pass me a shirt that...isn't mine?

"What's this?"

"It's one of my shirts, your shirt was covered in blood."

I bring the shirt up to my nose smelling it and I can feel myself relax from the smell of her perfume and I see her giving me a confused look.

"What?"

"Nothing, I just wondered why you're smelling my shirt. It's clean and I don't smell bad."

I raise my eyebrow playfully.

"You do, you do smell bad."

She shakes her head rolling her eyes and we both laugh slightly and I smile.

"I'm only kidding, it smells nice, I like the smell of your perfume."

"You're not the only one. Can I talk to you about something? Before we go in?"

What does she mean I'm not the only one? I shrug at her question.

"I guess so, it's not like I can go anywhere."

I see her play with her rings and I sigh gently. This isn't going to be a conversation I enjoy.

"It's about Wanda."

The little witch girl, I fucking knew I wasn't going to like this conversation and I can immediately feel myself closing off.

"Yeah, what about her? I'm guessing you want to know why I did what I did?"

She nods.

"Yeah, she's just a kid."

I feel myself growing angry and I stand up with my fists clenched, my eyes beginning to tear up.

"I WAS JUST A KID!"

I see her jump and move back from me slightly. Now I've let myself go, I can't put my lid back on.

"I was just a kid too! I was just a kid when I got sent through the Red Room multiple times because I'd always try and fight it! I was just a kid when Hydra offered me help, food and some kind of shelter to run tests and experiments! I was just a kid when they took away my innocence and my own sense of mind!"

I'm getting too overwhelmed, I need to stop. I can feel my skin itching and my powers begging to be released.

"Wait, so you're telling me you attacked Wanda because...you're jealous? Jealous that she had all of us to help her and you had nobody?"

I snap my head to her angrily and I tense my jaw.

"Yes, that's exactly why I did it and I'm glad that's the ONLY bit of information you retained by that. Nice one Romanoff. I'm leaving, I don't want anything to do with you or your band of misfits."