If I had known... I promise I would have never left you

Wrath And Chess

-"Shit" was the only thing Lena thought when she saw Lucy moving and making sleepy sounds, it meant she was waking up. It had been 10 minutes since Eve left, the green eyed woman was sat next to the hospital bed using her phone until she saw Lucy's blue eyes nervously watching her.

Lena could only see the teens eyes her hands were strongly grabbing the blanket as a life line, the heart monitor announcing the young girl's fast heartbeat. Lucilles breathing had quicken too, Lena needed to calm the girl before she start having a panic attack.

Carefully Lena reached a hand out towards Lucy who flinched. Lena took her hand off and put them in the air to prove to the teen that she wouldn't hurt her.

Calmly Lena told her "Lucy, I need you to calm down... Just take a deep breathe. In and out sweetie, just like that. Everything it's okay. I won't hurt you. Can I take your hand?" For some reason, Lucy reminded Lena of herself when she was her age. The young brunette had tears in her eyes but nooded. Slowly the raven haired woman took Lucy's hand And he put it in his heart was, Lena began to exaggerate her breathing.

"Just feel my heart beat, everything it's okay" Lena whispered sweetly. They spent 10 minutes repeating those actions, until Lucy could calm down. "Thank you" Lucy quietly said. There was an awkward silence in the room, the brunette fidget uncomfortably in the bed, Lena decided she would try to talk with Lucy. She knew how Lucy felt... Lena had felt the same way when she first arrived with the Luthors.

"So... Eve told me you like playing chess, I was wondering if you would like to play with me? It's one of my favorite games" Lucy raised her head watching Lena with her eyes wide open. The green-eyed woman watched as the teenager bit her lower lip and then nodded.

Lena walked to the table and took the board game, when she turned around she gave the young girl a small smile before starting to accommodate the chess pieces and start playing, maybe these could make Lucy trust her a little more...

- What the fuck had Eliza just said... Alex had a daughter and neither of them remembered it until 20 minutes ago. Her sister had stormed out of the room some minutes ago, looking like she was going to throw up or cry or both.

Kara was still sitting on the couch quietly processing all the information. Her hands formed fists tightly griping the edges of the sofa, her eyes were on Hank who was standing by the door with Eliza by her side, the blonde could have help but think "how could they done something like that?".

If Kara was feeling overwhelmed, she couldn't imagine how Alex was feeling. Memory by memory were coming again the alien could remember when she was accompanying her sister to the ultrasounds and going with her to baby shops just to see clothes and toys.

She could remember how scared, happy and excited Alex was about having a child. She could rember how furious and sad the redhead looked when their parents told them that the unnamed baby was going to be put on adoption then all the fights they had and the day Alex gave to birth, how she was by her side and the cries of the small baby girl, the tears in hers and Alex's eyes when they saw a nurse wrapping the baby on a soft pink blanket and be taken to an unknown place without letting any of them carry her niece.

Kara could still hear her Alex screaming and sobbing and trashing on the hospital bed trying to get her daughter back but being held down, this was horrible... The alien never thought Eliza and hank would be capable of something like that.

"You're both monsters... How could you do that. Eliza, you knew having a child has always been Alex dream and you ruined it for her. How would you feel if someone took Alex away from you when she was born? It wouldn't feel good, right?" Kara started talking with a tone reserved for Supergirl, she was going to defend her sister.

"You couldn't even make sure the baby was safe! Who knows where the little girl is, didn't you think about how Alex was going to feel... You snatched her daughter, someone from her blood, from YOUR Blood Eliza. I never thought you could do something like that, you knew how happy my sister was and you didn't care and then to not feel guilty, you just erased our memory." There were tears falling from Eliza's and Kara's eyes. Hank had left the room, the blonde alien didn't care about it at the moment. She would deal with him later.

"Kara... Honey, I-" Eliza stutter, she didn't know what to say. Everything her blonde daughter said was truth. It didn't matter anyway Kara interrupted her "You know what, I can't do this right now. I'll go with Alex.

With that the blonde alien stood up from the sofa and left the room and search for her sister. When kara was gone, the only thing heard was Eliza's hard  breathing.

- Alex was freaking out, she couldn't believe her own mother had done something like that. The redhead wasn't sure of she wanted to cry, scream or throw up. The agent felt disappointed of Eliza and Hank but specially of herself... How could she have forgotten her own daughter.

How she forgot her own baby girl. A sense of emptiness took over Alex, that feeling she had 12 years ago when her little one was taken away had returned.

Alex had locked herself on the restroom and had left Kara alone with her mom and hank. The agent started crying, it was a lot to take in. She had a daughter!. Alex was feeling too many things, she was happy she had a daughter and she was mad at her mother and hank for what they did, she was scared of what was going to happen next, worried and anxious for not knowing where your daughter was.

The redhead slid down leaning her back down a wall, before resting her head on her knee and starting to sobb freely and let out a scream full of frustration. Alex wanted her daughter back, her baby girl could be in danger or in any part of the world alone, thinking her mother didn't want her and had abandoned her.

Alex stood up and walked to the sink and saw herself in the mirror before harshly wiping of her tears and in a rush of anger she smashed her fist in the crystal, less than 1 minute later she saw blood running down her arm and letting out a whimper.

"Alex!" She heard her sister say, before the blonde approached her and she would take many towels and press it to her hand. It felt like an eternity before Kara looked at Alex with soft eyes. "Do you... Want to talk about it?" the blonde murmured, the Agent opened her mouth but no words came out. Alex just didn't know what to say, she felt overwhelmed, there were many thoughts running down her head.

"Kara I have a daughter... How could I forgot her? I'm a terrible person, what kind of mother forgets her own child? I do t even know where she is! Or how she looks like. Kara, I can't do it... I need to do find her. This can't be happening I-" Alex was rambling and about to have a breakdown, tears were streaming down her face, Kara just hug her.

Breathing seemed to burn in her lungs, 2 seconds later she felt her legs give up and fell to the floor bringing kara with her. They sat on the floor, Alex in her sister's arms, nothing could be heard but Alex's sobs until the agent felt Kara's tears on her neck.

The redhead pulled her head out of hiding in kara's hair to see her in the eyes, the blonde dedicated a sad smile to her. The agent had recalled that Kara was also so excited to become an aunt the first time she confessed to her that she was pregnant 12 years ago, this also hurt her sister but Alex didn't know what to say.

So she moved and sat next to the alien and gave her a slight smile, Alex didn't feel like smiling at the moment. Kara simply took her hand and they both kept crying, Alex felt a great emptiness and pain in his heart, as if the most important thing of her life had been taken from her, as it had happened.

It took hours until they both managed to calm down until Kara spoke, looking seriously at Alex and said "Alex I swear we'll find her" the agent still did not trust her voice to her who nodded firmly with a determined look...

Notes:
I'm sorry it took a little longer for me to update, I was really busy this week.

BTW, I'm planning on writing another story when I finish this book. Maybe about a deaged Lena luthor? Would you like that?

I'm sorry this is bad... I promise I did the best I could.