If I had known... I promise I would have never left you

Anxiety And Frustration

-Alex was in shock, she couldn't believe what Lena just told her. They had finally found her daughter, at first the DEO agent thought that the green eyed woman was making a  very cruel kind of joke, but then when she saw the CEO standing up to take a yellow folder and the hand it to her, Alex knew this wasn't a joke. When she opened that folder and started reading it, the redhead didn't understand what was she feeling.

When she saw the world POSITIVE in that piece of paper, Alex understood that her life was about to change. Carefully the DEO agent kept reading, she wanted to know who her daughter was, finally coming to the end of the document, Alex froze when she saw the name and picture in the end of the paper.

"Lucille Alexis Adams" was written and a little further down, a photo of a girl she already knew. A young teen with reddish brown hair with green-blueish eyes and sharp jaw and a cute nose.

With tears in her eyes, Alex realized that it was Lucy, the Lucy she knew from Ruby's school. A teenager who apparently hates her and who doesn't even know her name. Some who she tried to intimidate and someone who she threatened.

-"Alex..." Kara said softly, the redhead remembered that her sister still didn't know who her niece was, with trembling hands, quietly Alex passed the folder to her sister who started reading it and then she gasped and  looked with wide eyes at her sister "Alex-" the blonde repeated.

"I didn't recognize my own daughter, what kind of mother doesn't recognize her own child" the redhead responded "Alex, there was no way for you to know" Lena answered. When Alex didn't reply the blonde and raven haired women looked at her.

Alex had her head on her hands and let out a choked sob. Then the green eyed CEO looked at the blonde alien who approached to Alex and pulled her into a hug while Lena made her way to the kitchen and to fill a glass with water and give it to the DEO agent, sitting by her side and taking her hand.

Alex couldn't help but to start crying more, Lena definitely didn't spect this reaction. The young Luthor thought that her redhead would start yelling or something but not this.

-"No! This can't be happening, she's my daughter... I can't believe it. How is this is possible, how the heck is that I didn't recognize my own daughter... Maybe I'm not meant to be a mother, maybe mom was right and I'm not made for this!" After a while, Alex started rambling.

"No, Alex don't say that! That's not true, of course you weren't going to recognize her, your memory had been erased. I didn't recognized her either and it's not our foult. But we are together in this, okay? Don't forget that. And Eliza couldn't be more wrong, you will be an amazing mother, Alex. It might take some time to get used to all this, but you're one of the strongest people I know." Kara replied before hugging her sister again.

"No, I can't to this... Maybe she's better without me. She doesn't need to know, I will mess her up... I- I don't know what I'm supposed to do. Lucy- she basically hates me-" Alex stuttered, all of the fellings she had been shoving down coming in one single wave.

"Alex, darling... She doesn't hate you. I know Lucy and she doesn't hate you, but I'll have warn you that you will have to wait for her to warm up to you at first. You don't know how similar both you are. But, Alex... She's amazing." Lena intervened, the redhead just limited to nod but kept crying on her sister's shoulder...

- Eve was worried about her small friend, the brunette had been behaving weirdly... Well more than usual. Lucy had been hardly talking with her and that was not something that happen normally.

The short blonde had tried to make her talk but it didn't matter how hard she tried it didn't work. Eve would admit she was tired, the last two weeks Lucy had been waking up screaming at middle of the night thanks to her nightmares.