If I had known... I promise I would have never left you

Fear and Stress

- "So apparently I have a daughter..." Alex ended Lena and Kelly were surprised, they couldn't believe, how could Eliza do something like that. At least Lena would no longer have to confront them, now she knew what was wrong. Kara was eyes were glossy and looking into the void meanwhile Alex was visibly shaking.

Lena didn't say anything but stood up, made her way to Kara, took her hand and together they walked to the blonde's room leaving Kelly and Alex alone. The agent was scared, she didn't know how the physiologist would react, but she needed kelly to say something. To know what her girlfriend was thinking.

- "So... What are you thinking?" The redhead said quietly looking at Kelly who was sat in front of her. "Alex, I don't know what to say.... It's too much to take in" Kelly responded, the Agent felt her heart beating fastly, maybe she was right and Kelly wasn't going to accept her. Minutes passed in an uncomfortable silence before the psychologist dared to speak again.

"How are you?" the brunette said, forcing Alex to look her in the eye, the redhead just shurged and took a deep breath "Kelly I'm going to be honest, it's okay if you don't want to be with me but I don't plan to leaving my daughter again when I find her. So if you want to break up with me I understand... But my child comes first" the redhead basically rambled.

-"What? Alex no. How could you think something like that? We are together in this, okay. I'm just a little surprised about this. I can't believe your mother did something like that" Kelly explained, the redhead felt relieved of hearing that.

"How have you searched for your daughter? Is there anyone else helping besides Kara?" the psychologist kept talking.

"No... It's just Kara and me. No one else in the DEO knows" Alex explained her voice was shaky, Kelly's heart broke. "Do you want a hug, love?" the brunette asked quietly. The agent just nodded, not trusting her own voice, she was so tired.

As soon as her body collided with kelly's the tears began to come out without her permission followed by a pitiful sob. "Oh Honey" the psychologist said softly, bringing Alex's head close to her chest and the agent started to fully cry. "you're going to be okay, we will help you" kelly kept whispering sweet nothing to Alex.

- Lena and Kara were sat on the aliens bed in silence, all they could hear was Alex crying in the other room. The raven-haired woman turned her head and looked at her blonde friend. "Is these why you've been behaving so weird the last few weeks?" she asked, Kara nooded.

"Why didn't you tell me? I could have help you" Lena quietly said. "I don't know... I think I was just trying to give Alex sometime, she was pretty upset when Eliza told us. She hasn't been eating or sleeping, I'm worried about her" the blonde alien told her, Lena just limited to nod "Alex really wants to find her daughter I mean, I don't blame her. I want to find her too" Kara finished.

"What have you found?" the CEO asked her, Lena wanted to help them find the child "Practically nothing, Alex has been comparing her DNA with every girl born in 2007 but there are many, it is a long proces" Kara explained.

"If you let me, I can try to help you. Between Alex and me the process would be easier, we could devide all the work" Lena said determined. "But how are you, Kara?" The CEO asked, she was worried about kara's emotional state.

-"I don't know.... I just can't believe Eliza did something like that to Alex, you have no idea how many times I have heard Alex say that she wanted a child and Eliza knew that but she didn't care" Kara's eyes started getting glossy "Lena... I have a niece, I don't were she is or if she's okay. We don't know anything" the CEO could see tears running down on the alien's cheeks.

Honestly, Lena didn't actually knew what to say. She had never gone through something like that so all she did was approach kara and hug her.

- Finally Eve and Lucy were going home, and the blonde was relived. It had been a really hard week for both of them. Lucy still would need to go therapy and to check-ups every two weeks. Thankfully, Lucy had started talking again maybe not as much as Eve would like but at least she was talking.

They haven't talked yet about what happened that night but the older woman was waiting for Lucille to make the first movement, she knew this was hard for the young teen. Eating was still a little hard for Lucy since every time she ate she threw up but they would go little by little.

Lena had been visiting them the last few days and Eve was glad Lucy made a new friend. At first the blonde woman was surprised by the fact that Lucy started to willingly talk and relate with her boss knowing the past the youngest had with the Luthors but at the same time it didn't surprised her, ever since she started working for Lena she could see some of Lena in Lucy.

Both of them were smart, science nerds, had pretty eyes and a sharp jawline, they had similar facial expressions and an obsession with chess, she was happy for both women, finally Lucy would have someone who would understand her and her science rambles and somehow as good at her playing chess and Lena would see that not everyone hated her and someone who talked with about her experiments and stuff, Eve didn't knew Lena was good with children.

Talking with the police, they decided that Lucy would stay with her until they figure something out. There were cops working of Lucy's case, the police officers were working on tracking down Tom's location. There were several charges against him, neglect, abuse and sexual assault.

The blonde still needed to explain to her friends what had happened. Alex had called her to ask her how Lucy was. Obviously Eve didn't tell much about Lucilles state, she only thing Eve told her wad that they were still on the hospital, the blonde woman didn't know if Lena told her something more.

Right now they were in their way back home, Eve just listening Lucy complain about how much she didn't want to go to the psychologist. The teen hated going to the psychologist and the blonde woman knew that. According to Lucy, psychologists are manipulative people who twist your words to get more money.

In a way, that was true. Many times Lucy had been on unnecessary therapies just because they were getting more money. Plus, Lucy didn't like talking about her life with strangers and much less about what she has been through. But maybe this time would be different and the next psychologist would be great.

So she made a deal with Lucy, She would go to at least 5 sessions and if she didn't like it she would stop going. And obviously this would have a deal in between, after her appointment with her psychologist, Eve would take her to eat and then buy her the book that Lucy wanted.

Which meant, going to McDonald's and like 2 hours in the library but it would be worth if that meant that Lucy would healthy in some way. And she would admit she liked seeing Lucy excited over a book and food so it wouldn't be complete suffering.

Tomorrow would be Monday and Eve would go back to work and Lucy to school. She was still a little worried about Lucilles health but the kid insisted that she was okay and it didn't matter how hard Eve tried, Lucy was too stubborn...

Notes:

So when I finish this story would you like a deaged Lena story? With maybe dansen and Kara taking care of her and learning about all the abuse lena had to went through but specially dansen. Please please please tell me :)

Theories?