You will be my world (ray toro×reader) [DISCONTINUED]

I don't love you (c7)

He closes the door silently. "Dumb fuck why would you do that" A voice whispers, I look around to see no one. "Its not like your ugly,over weight ass could keep him anyway. He was too good for you and you're just a nobody, no one loves you, not even your own family wanted you, that's why they left. Thats why you used to live with your foster dad. But he's too good for you too and he talks to his teddy bear. You're a good for nothing slut" It continues. "SHUT UP, SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP" I yell loudly. "Why should I? I'm part of you" It giggles. "Please shut up, I don't understand whats going on!"
"Of course you dont you whore" It snarls."Oh would you look at that mirror over there, wouldn't it look satisfying when its all smashed up and digging into your skin?" I let out a loud scream as I smash a lamp by accident. "FUCK FUCK FUCK" I grab my phone and dial an all to familiar number.

"Good morning Velvet, how are you feeling today?" The polite voice asked.
"Its happening again"
"Whats your address? Im jumping into the car now."

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"Hey Velvet, its me Andy, let me in Please." A voice chimes through the door. I slowly get up off the floor and open the door. "Hey Andy" I whisper shakily. "What happened in here? Honey, Oh god sweetie, tell me you didn't- VELVET DALTON I SWEAR-" Andy shouts, looking over my shoulder. "I promise you I didn’t! Look!" I answer lifting up my hoodie sleeves. "But I'm going to need help cleaning this up."
"But of course, go put the kettle on and I will get a start on this mess." He smiles at me sympathetically.

I walk into the kitchen, dodging all the broken glass as I go and begin looking in the cupboards for some kind of kettles. "I will never understand why Americans dont have kettles" I tut. "Hey vee, have called Mikey and told him what's going on too? Or maybe Gerard,frank or Ray?" He shouts in. I let out a long sigh and put the kettle under the tap to fill. "Well thats kind of why all this happened." I state. "Wait, why whats happened? Please tell me you didn't get kicked out, or you left!" I turn the tap off and put it on the stove and take out two cups and two teabags. "I- yes, I broke up with Mikey and I probably will leave the band. Its for the best, I'm on the verge of alcohol at this point" I sigh.
I felt strong arms wrapped around my waist. "Hiya Velvet." It whispered. I turn around to see Ray and start crying. "Hey hey hey, why are you crying? I'm not here to hurt you. You're still my best friend, like it or not." He whispers. "I didn’t even know you was here, how much did you hear? How is Mikey? Oh god do you all hate me? I'm not going to lose all of you am I?" I sob.
"Sshh. Don't cry honey. I promise I'm not here to hurt you, and nobody hates you, we wished you would of talked to us about how you're feeling instead letting it tear you up inside." I nod my head and let go of Ray and grab a tissue to blow my nose. "Lets go to get something to eat, I haven't actually had something to eat in a couple of days, nothing I've kept down anyway." Ray gives me a side ways look. "I haven't been making myself sick!! It was stress, I dont know if youve noticed but its fucking terrifying out there especially when Bob keeps trying to talk to me about how hot I am!!"
"HE DOES WHAT!? I WILL HAVE CHAT WITH HIM IN A BIT!! BECAUSE HES NOT GETTING AWAY WITH THIS SHIT! NOT ANYMORE!" He shouts. "Ray, honey calm down, we can sort that wanker out later, but Im realllyyyy hungry, I know this nice little cafe nearby. I will pay pleaseee!!" He rolls his eyes and smirks at me and ducks down so I can jump on his back. "Byee Andyyyyyyy, I love youuuu, thank you for everything!! mwah" I shout before blowing him a kiss. "Also the hotel room is already payed off so don't worry about the money."
"How come you came and got me anyway Mr. Toro?" I interrogate. "Because, like I said, you're my best friend. Plus I know whats going on with Mikey and you know how much of a tough nut he is and he's not doing so good. And because I know you've been through a lot so I wanted to make sure you wasn't hurting yourself again." He responded looking down. I slide off his back and turn to face him. "Oh god is he really that bad?" I ask sheepishly. I felt tears start to fall but i rub my eyes with knuckles quickly. "He's fine now, just under shock. Gee wasn't the happiest but he won't pick a side because he doesn't know the whole story. I don't even think Frank came home last night. Hope we didn't leave Frank at a bus stop this time." He sighs. "And hey don't cry, you're too god damn beautiful!" I smile at him and he goes bright pink. "I-I mean that in a, erm" I cut off with a witch like crackle "You're so adorable Ray Toro, honestly wouldn't be surprised if you were named that because your parents knew you would be a ray of sunshine on a dark, gloomy, rainy day" He looks at me stunned. "Haha, erm wheres this cafe then?" I point to the building across the road with "Berts" written in a bold, neon yellow writing. "Really? Berts?" He squints at me. "What it's nice now come on!!!"