You will be my world (ray toro×reader) [DISCONTINUED]

I was made for lovin you (C19)

I jump out of the taxi and storm into the house with Ray at my heels. "Velvet what is your problem!?" He yells. "You!" I scream. He looks down embarrassed and offended. "I-" he begins before quietening down and opening the front door for me.

"Took ya long enough! Where have you been?" Bob quizzes walking out of the kitchen with a sandwich in hand. "Not now." Ray replies calmly. "Oh dear, a fight so early in your relationship and so soon after that attack. Shame." Bob says cooly looking between me and Ray.

"Shut the fuck up Bob. Now is not the time." Ray retorts. I throw a glance between them both before storming upstairs. "Vee wait." Gerard shouts weekly, chasing after me. "Stick all of your Bullshit up your arses, just fuck off." I scream loudly before I slam my door, sinking down against it. I curl up in a tight ball and put my head on top of my knees and begin crying.

"Vee if you won't open up for any of us atleast let Minnie in." Frank states. I stand up and slowly open the door. Minnie comes in and runs around my feet and Frank stands there for a second. "You can come in." I mutter quietly. He nods his head and walks through the door, closing it quietly. I look at Frank's worried face and start crying and collapse onto the floor.

Frank opens his mouth to say something but doesn't, instead he sits next to me and puts an arm around me, I put my head against his chest and cry more. "I'm sorry Vee." He consoles. "Its not you who should be sorry. But I can't do this shit anymore. I can't-" I cry. "I can't stay in this band and fuck up anything more than I already have."

Frank cups my face and looks into my eyes seriously. "Look I'm not going to tell you what to do, but its not your fault. And we will support you, no matter what you do, within reason because I love you vee but burning that barbie bitch isnt an option." I let out a small giggle at the thought of the annoying orange going up in flames.

"Stop imagining it you freak!" He giggles. "You put the image in my mind!!" I protest.
"Fine fine, but I'm only PARTLY to blame!" He admits putting his hands up, surrendering to me. I go to say something but get interrupted by the front door smashing opening then 3 loud voices. "Frank..." I whisper worriedly. "Stay here, I think I know who that is." He replies, jumping up and walking out of my room.

I count to 20 missisipi and then creep to the landing to listen to the commotion going on downstairs. "No, get you and your bimbo out of here!" Someone yells. "No me and MY boyfriend have done nothing wrong! I just wanted to see him! I didn't know there was a skank hitting on him!" A female voice hisses. "Correction them two are dating and Ray told us all that you two broke up ages ago!" A voice growls. "You two please stop shouting. Please." A voice sighs weakly. "RAY SHES JUST SAID I- Im actually fucking done" A voice yells before storming off. I quickly run into my room and sit there quietly.

"Hey Vee are you in here?" A voice asks politely. I sigh and move away from the door before opening it. "Hey dummy." I grin at Mikey. "Hey silly, I had a thought, will you help me pack? I can't stand downstairs listening to the whore talk shit about you any longer. I promise you can't hear it in my room." He suggests. "Ok come on then." I reply walking out of my room and into the long gloomy hallway.

"RAY SAY SOMETHING!" Someone yells. I flinch and run into Mikeys shared room.

There was clothes all over the floor, all sorts of change on the bed side tables, and dirty underwear behind the door. "God you guys are gross, I refuse to touch all them so put them in a bag and I will start folding everything." I command wafting my hand over to the dirty underwear pile. "Suit yourself." Mikey replies kneeling down and picking them up.

After a while of packing I crawl over to Mikey and hug him. "Hey what's up?" He asks nervously. My face crumbles up and I try to blink away the tears forming in my eyes but its no use. "I'm so sorry." I whisper sadly. "Sorry for what?" He replies. "For everything, I should of just committed when I had the chance. Everyones life would of been so much easier."