You will be my world (ray toro×reader) [DISCONTINUED]

Last resort (c14)

After a surprisingly quick run, we arrive at the arena. I quickly open the bus and let Minnie off her lead and close the door again before running of towards the stage entrance. "Oh thank god you're here. Everyone is on stage- they're just talking to the audience- heres your bass." Someone whispers in the darkness. I take my bass and run onto stage.

Gerard stops talking and stays quiet. The entire stadium is filled with screams. I dash over to Frank and take his mic off the stand.

"Woah hello everyone! How are yall?" I giggle. "Well I hope you've had fun talking to everyone but now it's time to get this show on the road! The first song is called." I look around trying to remember. "The song is an old one, but you'll love it: its our lady of sorrows." I add and walk back to Frank and put the mic into its stand.

"Where was you vee?" Frank whispers walking away from the Microphone. I hop over to where hes walking. "I just freaked out, over everything. And i needed minute, Im not sure how long I was sat there." I respond before jumping towards the mic and start singing along.

After finishing my part, I start spinning and jumping around the stage being careful to not fall over. Eventually I reach Ray's side of the stage and he steps abit back to probably trying talk to me but I skip over to Frank.

"Whatever your plan is- I'm in." I mumble in Frank's ear. "Hm ok give it a song and go stand at the very front centre of the stage and kiss me." He orders. "For real?" I whipser gob smacked. "Trust me he's going to get jealous. Now get going because Cemetery Drive is about to play and the lyric 'the collision of your kiss' will be a perfect time to do it!" I nod and start making my way to wear Gerard is. He shoots me a look to say what are you doing but I nod towards Frank and he seemed to understand.

Frank hops over to where I'm playing and smirks at me. I spin my bass onto my back and cup his face in my hands and kiss him passionately. He kisses me back and pulls my waist to pull me closer. He licks my lip and starts the fight to win dominance but surprisingly I win. I explore his mouth with my tongue. He suddenly let's go of my waist and walks off grinning like a mad man. I quickly run away from the screaming croud and to Bobs drums to stand on his platform.

A couple songs later I jump off Bobs platform and starting jumping around again. I throw a quick glance at Ray to see he was frowning and was shaking. I close my eyes for a second and then run away off the stage. I hurriedly throw my bass somewhere and run into the bus and into the bunks. I climb into Rays bunk and begin to sob. Minnie taps me a few times but I continue crying not paying attention to her. After a few seconds she jumps onto the bed and buries herself in my arms so I was hugging her.

I jump up after a few minutes and walk into the kitchen to find a pair of scissors... or a knife. I roll up my pants and take a deep breathe this one is for hurting Mikey. The cold blade pierces into my skin. I immediately cry harder and throw the scissors as far away from me as possible. No I tell myself.

I run into the bathroom and wet a towel and start dabbing at my cut. It doesn't take long for the corner of the towel to be drenched in blood. "Shit!" I groan and start looking for a bandage of some sort. Thankfully there was one left in my emergency bag and I apply cold cream onto my hot sticky leg. Once the cream had been rubbed in as well as I could, I wrap the bandage around my leg and pulled my pants up and winced in pain. I step out of them and run into the main room to look for a skirt. Thankfully there was one.

I could hear the music still blasting from the stadium. I think they were singing I'm not ok. "Hey Minnie do you want to go on stage?" I coo, she wiggles her tale at me. "You're so beautiful, c'mon!" I put her lead on and run out of the bus to look for my bass. Thankfully it wasn't too far away from the back entrance. I tie Minnie's lead around my waist and carefully make my way back onto the stage.