the state of denial

Part 2:

"I'm calling Taylor to come over." Zack says as i'm getting up from eating breakfast. "Ugh. No. Why!?" I drop the plate into the sink. "Because, she's my girlfriend, we're home alone, and because I can."

"Fine, then i'm leaving. Call me when she's gone." I feel bad for him, for being such a bitch to him, but I just cannot stand that girl !

I go to my room change into shorts and a tanktop. Hair up into a cute messy bun and gone. I walk to Tori's house, ring the doorbell.

"Hi." Its Chris.

"Hey, is Tori here.?" Are they related..?

"Yeah, so are Tony, and Alex." I walk into the house, his smell is so good.

"Hey. Look who decided to show up." Tony yelled from upstairs coming down.

"Hi guys." I so awkward.

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The Awkward Sitch.

I have a past with Alex and Tony. Tony half still thinks we have a thing going on. And I mean, whenever i need someone he's there. Always. So i don't see him like 'that' anymore. But whenever another guy shows up, he gets super jealous and lets say touchy.? But its Tony and he is just unf. So i cant help but do whatever he wants.

Alex showed up to town after I broke up with Tony the first time. We instantly became bestfriends, and one thing led to another, shit happened. Then we broke-up. And Tony came back into the picture. Alex started dating Tori and now its all good. Nothing has happened for about 5 months now, which is really good.

But now that Chris showed up, I dont know. Since everyone knows about it.

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Tony runs from down the stairs and hug spins me. Great, he knows. Gah... c'man get over it boy ! We're over.

Tori says hi and tells me to go upstairs.

"What..?" I sit on her beanie chair. "Dani told you about Chris right..?"

"Yeah. Why?" I should really cut my bangs.

"Well he really likes you, like a lot. And I'm pretty sure you just found out Tony knows too." Of course.

"Sadly.."

"The Chris or Tony thing..?" She seems so innocent when shes not on drugs.

"Tony. I mean, he still likes me ?! Or was he just really happy to see me?"

"I think he likes Dani.."

My spine tingles and I look up at her.

"What !? Dani, as in Danielle. as in our bestfriend !?"

What no. No. This is just no. He can't. Impossible. Please. Ugh. No !

"Yeah, he's been real close with her." No he hasn't.

"I havent seen anything." I raise my eyebrow.

"Well, then you're pretending to not see things."

"Just stop. No he hasn't."

I get up and walk downstairs, sit next to Chris.

I'm jealous. What. No. I can't be. He isn't mine, we aren't even a thing and I have no right to pick who he does or doesn't like, but my bestfriend !? I mean, just get out of here, thats not even okay ! I may not show my feelings for him, but i have them !

Scratch that. If he can move on, so can I. Why shouldn't I. And if he gets jealous, good.

I look over at Tony and give him a dirty face. Tori comes walking down the stairs and Alex takes out a cigarette. Chris is kind of, just there. He's just sitting on the couch watching tv. He really doesn't talk much.

My phone rings.

Me: Hello..?

Dani: Hey, party tonight at Jakes. Cam will be there. If you know what I mean.

Me: Shut up. We'll gonout when i want. Alright, you gunna need anything..?

Dani: Whatever. And yeah. Some "stuff", just tell Chris. He knows people.

Me: Alright. Bye Love.

Dani: Bye.

"That was Dani. She says party tonight." Tony looks up. "Where at..?" I clench my fist. "Nowhere special." Tori shakes her head.

"Dani says you know people Chris, ya'know, for stuff." Alex puts out his joint. "You do man? Thats great cause this was my last one."

"Yeah, I got this." He gets up and walks to the door. I can't resist but ask where he's going. Right infront of Tony.

"I have to get there early they always run out."

"Can I go..?" He blushes.

"Sure, i guess. Why not..?"

Tori laughs. I run up to hug her. "See ya later babes.", she kisses my cheek. Whispers whore in my ear, and off I go. With the weird, druggie kid.

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