How It All Started

Chapter 18

I walked away as fast I can. My heart is hurt but I feel like I don't have any rights to feel and to act this way.

My tear didn't fell. I don't to want to cry, and there's no such valid reason to cry. I know I'm fragile but I don't want to show it to anyone.

I turn right to walk on the escalator and my eye cathes him looking for me. I look down and walked fast on the escalator until I reached the ground floor. He's chasing me? For what? He doesn't need to explain himself. I'm just being irrational.

I got my phone on my bag and typed a message on our group chat to tell Lisa and Jisoo unnie, there's a message from them. I keep walking while looking at my phone and I bumped to other person so my phone fell on the floor.

"Ouch!" He said. I got my phone on the floor and it is still working.

I look up to see who it is. "Chanyeol-ssi, I'm sorry I'm not looking on my way." I said and He smiled.

"No, It's okay." He said and I just nod at him walking away.

"Rosé-ssi." He called me. I look back waiting of what he's going to say.

"If you have any problem, you can count on me." He said and walked away.

I tilted my head confused. I sighed and walked all the way to the mall exit. I stopped at the side walk to call Jisoo unnie.

(Where are you, Park Chaeyoung?!) Instead of Jisoo, I heard Lisa.

"I-I'm outside the mall already. Lisa, I want to go h-home." I said with my voice shaking.

She sighed. (Alright, We're going home. Call our manager.) She just said and hang up the call.

I type on my phone and called our manager. He said he's just near me. I saw our van coming on the parking space in front of me. I walked in our car and went inside. Both of our manager are in front.

"I didn't expect that you're going home this early." She said to me.

"W-What time is it?" I asked. She looked at her watch.

"It's 2 o'clock. Oh, They're here." She said looking out in the window. I saw Lisa and Jisoo unnie walking near us.

I went at the backseat and sit quietly. When Lisa opened the door she immediately looked at me with worried eyes. I look away. Did they know?

"Here, eat these when you got home." Jisoo unnie handed the paper bag to our manager.

We drive away the place. Our managers didn't asked about Jennie unnie, I think they knew about it. Lisa is beside me but I'm not talking to her. I'm just listening music in my airpods.

I ride my bike up to the road down the street right through the city

I'll go everywhere you go from Chicago to the coast

You tell me hit this and let's go blow the smoke right through the window

Cause this is all we know

This feelings all we know

No, I don't know and we don't what our feelings are. I sighed, I leaned my nape and looked up. I can feel my eyes heating even the beat of the music is for happy vibes.