How It All Started

Chapter 31

To my surprise of what he did, I pushed him using both of my hands on his chest. I looked at him with wide eyes too shock and off guarded of what happened. Why did he kissed me..

He is looking at me surprised. "R-Rosé I'm sor-"

I didn't let him finished and walked out the scene passing by on our table to get my pouch. I can feel the people's stare as I walked away the hall fast until I reached outside.

I look around and I find myself on the side walk of the street. I sighed and sat on the edge of the side walk and hugged myself.

I think I'm not ready to give my heart a chance, Chanyeol.

The trees and bush of grass rustling on the air, the breeze is cold and the moonlight shines brighter than the blinking post of light beside me.

I just felt that I'm not worth for loving someone, even with him. I know I have my faults too, but I'm scared and emotionally broken just by hearing his name and what about talking about it? It hurts more. I'm just tired of it, but I still can't move away from the place and feels where it all started.

I glanced at my side when I felt a presence of a person that I didn't expect. He sat one arm away from me and inhaled the stick between his fingers.

"Jackson." I said in a low voice.

He glanced at me and blow the smoke on the other side away from me. "Hey, do you mind me having a smoke right here?" He asked.

I shake my head. "Not really."

There's a long pause between us only hearing the crickets with the coldness of the air around us until he handed me a black coat. I deadass looked at it and to him.

"Take it." He told me but I shake my head and look away.

"Come on, Mark will be mad at me if you don't." He added and I turned my head to him realizing that the coat is not his.

I slowly took it from his hand and wear it on my shoulder. I take gulp when I smelled Mark's scent and warmth on it. I can't help but to hug it all around me and leaned my chin on my knees.

"I saw what happened." He started. "He likes you." He told me that caused me to shot my head onto him.

"Maybe he got moved by the moment." I told him.

He chuckled. "You got a point but I know my fellow man." He said and I just nod.

"Don't you like him? I mean, Chanyeol." He stated and I looked at him to see if he's joking or being serious. He's serious.

"He's a dream of many fans and I'm not one of them." I told him and he smirked.

"I see." He nodded and inhaled on his cigarette.

"I didn't know that you smoke. Isn't dangerous?" I told him and he looked at me in a second.

"Are referring to my health or my company?" He laughs.

"Kinda...both." I said and he threw the cigarette butt in front of him.

"You should give him a chance, Rosé." He told me that made me surprised.

"I told you I don't like Chan-" He cut off my words unexpectedly.

"I meant Mark."