Only One Weasley For Me

What Now

Lillith

I rub my eyes while looking around the room. Ron and Harry were clinging onto me like baby's. I litteraly can not move. I move there arms from me before sitting up.

I look onto the nightstand and read 2:30am. Lovely. I let out I sigh before gulping. My throat is extremely dry. I'll go get water.

I move off of the bed trying to not wake the two. My feet hit the cold floor and I scrunch my nose a bit. I grab my glasses from the nightstand.

I notice Harry is still wearing his so I remove them and place them on the table. I tip toe out the door. I closed it slowly before making my way down stairs.

I finally make it to the kitchen. I was rubbing my eyes due to still being tired. I was walking till I bumped into a wall.

"ow." I whispered before backing away. I open my eyes fully to relize its not a wall. It's someone?

I look up and relize it's Fred. He looked horrible. He was extremely pale. Almost like green. His eyes were red. Hair a mess more than usual. His eyes started to gloss over.

"Have you not been eating?!" I whisper yelled concerned about his health. He just shook his head no. Omg.

"Sit." I said walking past him. I grabbed the peanut butter and a apple. I cleaned the apple before pulling a knife out.

I started to slice it. I could feel his gaze on me. I then heard him sit down. I grabbed a paper plate. I placed the apple slices on it.

I then scooped peanut butter placing it on the plate. I put everything away before walking over to him. I placed the plate infront of him.

He just looked at me. I couldn't read him. "Fred you have to eat." I said softly. All he did was look in his lap.

I grabbed a slice before dipping it in peanut butter. I used my hand that wasn't holding the apple to make him look at me.

I had my hand on his cheek before I moved the apple to his lips. He looked at me before letting out a sigh. He then took the apple into his mouth.

I smiled a little before turning and grabbing another apple slice. I dipped it again. I turned back to him. He quickly wiped a tear from his cheek.

Why is he crying? I place the apple down. Is this to much for him? Omg am I making him sick? "Sorry.." I said my voice softening at the end.

"No stop don't say sorry. I lost you. I never deserved you. I ended up hurting you. I don't deserve to do anything after hurting you. I'm so sorry." he said letting tears fall from his eyes.

I felt my breath hitch a bit in my throat. I cupped his cheeks with his hands wiping his tears." Freddie stop it. That doesn't mean you harm yourself. " I wasn't going to lie to him.

He did hurt me.

But I forgive him. I don't know why I just do.

He just shook his head. Tears just kept coming. I pulled him into a hug. He quickly wrapped his arms around my waist. He tucked his head into my neck.

After a couple minutes he calmed down. I pulled his head up and wiped off the access tears. I planted a soft kiss on his forehead before weakly smiling.

He let out a long sigh and closed his eyes. Why does he drive me crazy.

"Can I lay with you?" He asked opening his eyes. I shook my head yes. I got out of his grasp holding his hand.

We walked up the stairs to my room. I opened my door letting us in. I closed the door walking us to my bed. Nothing was said.

We both got under the sheets. He pulled me closer to him. I snuggled my face into his chest. His hand was wrapped in my hair playing with it softly.

"goodnight Freddie."

"goodnight Lillith."