Suicide hotline

Chapter 69: A Sunset To Remember

Song: Bound 2 - Kanye West

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It had been 2 week since Chance and I had dropped Georgina off at the airport, it was such a blessing being able to see her again. Chance and I made her a promise that we'd come down next fall and see her and his parents. She literally made us pinkie promise her.

"If you break a pinkie promise you know what happens" Georgina asked, cocking a thin greying brow.

"We're terrible people?" Chance questioned, chuckling as he crossed his arms over his chest.

"Oh no, I come back and cut your pinkie right off." She grinned, sticking his pinkie in the air and waving it around as Chance grimaced mildly.

I laughed quietly at the not so long ago made memory, she truly is a crack up. Not only that, but she's definitely a mother figure I would've loved to have had in my life growing up.

I'm grateful that I have her in my life now.

I looked out the car window, watching the beautiful green hills and scenery go by. The salty air whipping my hair into my face. I tied it back, hoping it doesn't knot to the point of breaking my hair brush.

Chance's warm, large hand holding my thigh, gently rubbing circles into my skin mindlessly.

I then began to grow sad thinking about my mother, all the abuse and turmoil she put not only me but my siblings through. I no longer felt angry towards her, just... sorry. Sorry that she couldn't deal with dads death in any other way than all that she had known. Sorry that she didn't have any friends to rely on after the tragedy.

I was also sorry that I felt this way, it's just hard to dislike someone when they're buried 6 feet under the soil we all stand on, ya know?

It almost seems disrespectful burying people, we all in our busy lives basically just walk over them. Even when we go and visit them, we manage to walk over a couple of heads and torsos.

I wonder if in a way they could feel it?

"Earth to Hope." Chance's voice came crashing in.

I jumped, turning my head and staring into his beautiful green eyes. I could never get bored of those windows to his soul.

"We're at the beach house now." He smiled, his plump lips straightening out a little as his black lip ring rose with them.

I watched the shiny metal as it did so, feeling my stomach grow warm. I had been extremely horny all of this week, anything Chance did made we just want to rip his clothes off.

He didn't seem to mind, he loved it actually. The only thing he was constantly worried about was 'giving our baby brain damage'. He has himself convinced he'll hurt her.

He's big but he's also delusional.

"Finally, I've been craving some vitamin D." I winked slyly at him.

His cheeks turned the color salmon and he shook his head as he opened the door to his car. He instructed me to stay put as he came running around my side in order to open my door for me.

Chance thinks because I'm pregnant I'm also incapable of everything. I loved being treated as royalty at first, but now it's beginning to become a little too over the top and invasive.

Nevertheless, I thanked him with a quick peck to the lips and hopped out. I placed my hands on my non existent baby bump, rubbing it soothingly.

It had only been 1 month of chance and I knowing but I was currently a month and just over a half along. It was super crazy to think I'd be holding mine and Chance's baby in my arms in just a little less than 7 and a half months from now.