Authors note/explaning my absence

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Hey guys, most of you were probably hoping that this would be a new chapter but unfortunately it's not.

That's still in progress.

Right now I have no motivation to write and when I do I start and it's all sucked out of me.

Schools been fucking me hard and I'm stressing so fucking badly trying to balance school, work and my social life on one another doesn't seem to want to happen.

Some grades are slipping and since it's my final year I'm struggling to keep them up.

For now I'm going to stay off of Wattpad since reading is no longer helping and writing isn't either.

I promise though I will try and pump out a new chapter sooner rather than later and I'm sorry for making you wait.

I'm trying to better myself but it doesn't seem to want to help and I feel like my old depressed ways are coming back.

I can't let that happen.

Any who, I've been spending more time with people rather than alone and I must say it's rather therapeutic.

I did a photo shoot in my spa a few days ago and let me tell you it was the most fun I've had in a while.

I'll show you some of my favorite photos.

I'll show you some of my favorite photos

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Seriously how cute am I though

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Seriously how cute am I though.

And then here's some photos of me after I finally finished stranger things.

And then here's some photos of me after I finally finished stranger things

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Yea I wasn't alright.

Hopper's letter to El destroyed me and my best friend was asleep beside me so I struggled to make no sounds as I bawled my eyes out.

Also Formal! I'm so stressed!

I'm taking one of my close guy friends but a group of guys want me to take their friend and I don't know what to fucking do.

They keep harassing me and won't leave me the fuck alone.

Any ways that's that, I'm sorry for the inconvenience.

I love you all please don't hate me

I'm trying my hardest but the motivation is gone and all I can seem to do is lay in bed, thinking about a certain someone and how they probably don't want me the way I want them.

Not naming names lol

Anyways I'm signing off.

I love you.

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