˚✧₊⁎ 𝘛𝘙𝘈𝘐𝘛𝘖𝘙 ⁎⁺˳✧༚

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featuring, time skip Sanzu Haruchiyo
tw| drugs, alcohol, toxic relationship, angst, self harm
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featuring, time skip Sanzu Haruchiyotw| drugs, alcohol, toxic relationship, angst, self harmplay the audio/song above for better experience ____________________

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Brown guilty eyes and little white lies
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"I played dumb but I always knew." You stared at the reflection in the mirror, pretending that you were talking to your boyfriend, Sanzu Haruchiyo.

Blood trickled down the side of your arm like running water. The broken shards of glass made your whole body feel numb, stains of tears on your messy face. The whole luxurious apartment was empty, only you were there.

"That you'd talk to her, maybe did even worse." You laughed, pushing your hair to the back for a clearer view of your face.

The memory of witnessing Sanzu in a bed, naked, with another woman was numbing to you. He's never touched nor spent time with another woman ever since you both got into a relationship. What made that woman so different? What made him turn his back on you?

You still remembered the shock on his face the moment your eyes went in contact. The love marks were visibly littered all across his neck, signalling that he actually allowed the woman to do that.

Truthfully, you've seen him talking to that woman before, a few times. Some were short conversations and some looked like they were actually having a great time.

"I kept quiet so I could keep you."

Those words slipped out of your mouth easily while you slid down the bathroom wall, knees buckled to your chest as you force yourself to muffle your own cries.
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And ain't it funny
How you ran to her
The second that we called it quits?

Time passed by for 2 weeks since your breakup. It left a huge impact on you and your whole life. But you knew, Sanzu on the other hand was reacting to it differently.

You saw them together entering a club, her hands latched to his arm with a wide smile on her face. It made you want to throw up. Sanzu looked normal, he didn't looked like he was crying or having a hard time.

Were you just a joke to him? Is that woman just a rebound, because how can he ran to her the second you both called it quits?
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And ain't it funny
How you said you were friends?
Now it sure as hell don't look like it

You remembered the horrible conversation with him the other day when you both got caught in a small argument.

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