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kokonoi x gn! reader
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i realised that the request stated x reader only so i'm going with gender neutral <3
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You've been used to this.

The aching pain in your heart was enough to shut down any other feelings as you witnessed koko, yet again dreaming about akane in his sleep.

"Akane-san..."

"No, i can't...."

"Why...?"

He was completely asleep and you couldn't bear hearing him say her name again. You wished, deep inside that it was you.

You wished he would stop comparing you with akane, you wished he would stop having you in his arms while imagining that you were akane.

You wished that he would stop loving her, and move onto you instead.

Was it so much to ask for?
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The dim lights awoke koko from his sleep. He realised that he was alone in the classroom.

"Shit, it's almost 8 pm?" He checked the clock on the wall, indeed it's already night time. He prayed that none of the teachers or janitors saw him dozing off on the table, it would be so embarrassing.

But, he couldn't help but wonder why didn't you wake him up? Usually, the both of you would go home together if it wasn't for any other black dragon meetings or gang issues that he had to settle. You really left him alone and unattended?

"Where are they?" He muttered under his breath, dialling your number and was answered immediately by a voice mail.

"Damn it!"

Koko was frustrated as he didn't know why you left without any note or text messages. Surely, was he overthinking about it? Or you just had an emergency back home?

But why couldn't he piece it together with the dream he had of his first love?
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You sat on the swing of the playground with your favourite popsicle in hand. The night was cold and you couldn't help but to rethink about your relationship with koko.

Is it really worth it?

Should you be holding onto this thin thread in your relationship that can be cut of loose anytime?

Were you really getting that desperate?

Still, you loved him. You loved koko too much to let him go. Are you just like him? Unable to move on or let it go?

"Fuck, I'm so pathetic." You wiped your glossy eyes with the hem of your sleeves, staring at the dark sky.

"Should we just break up for the better?"
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Meanwhile, koko didn't thought too much about it. He was with inui, walking down the streets of the black dragons territory in their usual gang uniform.

Taiju had called them over to discuss about another gang that were disturbing their peace. It resulted with bloodshed and unconscious bodies everywhere.