𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐝 || 𝐭𝐨𝐤𝐲𝐨 𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬

|𝘒𝘢𝘻𝘶𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘢| 𝘖𝘶𝘳 𝘞𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘚𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺

kazutora x fem! reader
tw| suicide, blood
inspired by, given.
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Just like the shade of snow
That hasn't completely melted
I carry on with these feelings inside me
Hey, with what words
Should I close the door of this love?

Kazutora has always been an insecure boyfriend. From every aspect available, he would always compare himself to other guys. Thinking, y/n should've deserved someone way more better.

His thoughts would always wander off, one day, would you be tired of him? Would you leave him and be in a relationship with another guy?

Would you smile at the guy the way you would always smile at him?

Would you let the guy kiss your soft lips and stare into your eyes?

Would you let the guy hug you in your sleep for more comfort?

That one day, the 2 got into a fight. A terrible fight that resulted in for y/n to say,

"Are you willing to die for me, then?!"

In that moment, both of their eyes widened. You weren't able to say anything as kazutora swallowed his saliva, trying hard to not break down at the spot.

I'm such a bad boyfriend.

He thought, and that night was the night where he made a big decision.

A big decision, which was to take his own life. Kazutora actually thought about this for a while, but what was the use of living if all he could do was hurt you all over again?

He stepped up, and hung the rope around his neck before kicking the chair away.
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Your everything has lost its eternal tomorrow
And now it's wandering around eternally
Along with me
Who was unable to say goodbye or move on from you

The next day, y/n received a call from mitsuya, he informed her to run as fast as possible to kazutora's apartment. You were confused, but obeyed to his request and didn't even lock the door of your house. There were a 1001 thoughts running through your mind,

What is going on?

Is he okay?

In front of the door of his apartment, there were tapes of the police. It wrote 'do not enter'. What the actual fuck is going on? You entered the house and saw something that you wish you could unsee forever.

There was kazutora, hung on the ceiling with his body all white. There were no longer blood flowing through his body. I ran to him and dropped on my knees,

"Why? I didn't get to say goodbye." My voice cracked as i sobbed on the ground.

Everything else didn't matter, all that matters was kazutora. And he was dead.

"Y/n..." Mitsuya patted my back, trying his best to comfort me. I gripped onto my pants and reminisce everything that happened last night. It's my fault, wasn't it? We fought over something so pointless, and it brought to this?