A Frigid Wedlock(completed)✔

chapter 8

It takes two peoples efforts and adjustment to have a healthy relationship and each person has different communication needs and styles. Couples need to find a way of communicating that suits their relationship. Healthy communication styles require practice and hard work. Communication will never be perfect all the time.

All relationships have ups and downs, but a healthy communication style can make it easier to deal with conflict and build a stronger and healthier partnership. We often hear how important communication is, but not what it is and how we can use good communication in our relationships....

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"shit !!Sana ....move lag jayegi" he shouted looking at the tormented vase pieces that were all over the floor.

"apko kya lagta hai! Kya krre ho aap haan? " she screamed in the same pitch as his. Her face red in anguishness.

" I'm trying to fix things between us Sana and I've been trying this for so long" saying so he grabbed her hand and took her away from the mess lying on the floor.

"Trying to fix what !what are you trying to fix between us ?aur pehle ek baat batao mujhe fix aap kar kya rahe ho? kya theek kar rahe ho hamare bich ......theek to voh cheez karte hain na jo bigad jaati hai. Aapko Pata bhi hai hamare bich Bigada kya hai?. kya kharab hua hai hamare beach !Wajah pata hai aapko?" she asked in a sharp and edgy voice, greeting her teeth sardonically.

"..... I.... I am... listen Sana shanti se baat karte hain" he walked towards her to comfort her. To make her feel a little relaxed and composed . She was being hyper at this point and he doesn't want her to harm her mental peace.

"Nahin hum aise hi baat karenge. Mujhe nahin karni koi shanti se baat.... Hum aise hi the na! To aise hi baat karenge "she pulled herself back from him . This physical proximity is not good at this moment. It works as a bait, a temptation, a decoy in such an intense situation. This moment needs a reality check! a pragmatic ,a solid reality check and she needs it badly for her life ,for her mind ,for this relationship and for him as well.

"ok !ok just relax.... Jaise bologi vaise hi baat karenge .Aisi hi baat karenge" he said not making her more agitated and hyperanxious with his actions. He want her to be lucid, in possession of all her faculties. And give her outburst without harming her mental integrity .
It's a make or Break point between them. This will be the deciding factor for their upcoming future ,for their life and he want to make it at as clean , natural and transpicious as possible.

"are you taking pity on me?
Taras hi to kha rahe ho aap ! bechari ka miscarriage ho gaya hai. Bichari ki ne apna bachcha khodiya... Nahin?.... Par han ismein to aapka bhi share tha na?.....yeah ! baby ye jo maine khoya hai voh to hamara tha! isliye Itni hamdardi ho rahi hai" her tone has that dartness n words were extremely acrid n penetrating.
Her eyes were moist with tears brimming on the edge. The color of her face was faded n deprived with the usual glow that used to have on her face.

"fuck sana..... Aisa kuchh nahin hai ,there is absolutely nothing like that,Please !!....kya bole jaa rhi ho! "he literally pleaded in front of her for taking him all wrong. But is it so !isn't he was doing it exactly after that incident took place . After they lost the child, the day this trauma started to manifest on her face and activities. Only after that accident he realised that what blunder he has done to them. How their life and relationship is on the verge of destruction ,how they are so indifferent to each other. How they are just coexisting in their life for some basic natural needs of human being . The most prominent one was the physical and sexual need.

"Nothing like that!! To fir yeh care, ye attention ye sab kuch mere miscarriage se pahle kaha tha? Kahan the aap? where was my husband!! Kaha the aap when i came into this house as its daughter in law, as Arav's mother. As ur second wife... " she got choked the the midst of her sentence . Her voice thick and heavy. Tears cascading on her warm n red cheeks. Making her looks exceptionally vulnerable.