Unexpected Love (On Going)

Chapter 37

MADISON

MAYBE life is really that cruel to me because I don't deserve this life I am having. Or maybe I am the cruel one here-to my own self for aiming this high I shouldn't be gaining. Maybe I longed and ask more than enough that I deserve.

I don't have any idea about all of this. Ang gusto ko lang ay maibalik ang pagmamalasakit ng mga taong nag aruga at nag alaga sa akin. That doesn't include being reckless on this persona...

I thought I am the kind of person who only follow the commands from my great brain. Pero...bakit iba yung ginagawa ko ngayon sa sinasabi ng isip ko?

The fact na I'm behaving differently at madalas ay hindi ko namamalayan ang mga ginagawa ko ay maaring mag cause para ikasira ng pagkatao ko. I'm out of control. This isn't right. I need to stop. Stop from failing.

"Look who we have here." I turn my back and rolled my eyes. What now? "Long time no see, Madison."

I maintained my poker face. "Ano namang pake ko sa'yo?"

Mabilis naming naagaw ang atensyon ng mga tao malapit sa amin. I was at the school ground finalizing for the upcoming event when this girl group of bullies drag me out from my deep thoughts.

"You should start to have one then, surely, you don't wanna miss out?"

Ano bang pinagsasabi ng isang ito?

"Miss Shanel, sa tingin ko po ay kailangan muna nating i-finalize ang mga contestants para sa Mr and Ms. Continental of Lyonhart. They will arrive an hour soon." Pia apologetically smile at me. Seriously, is she really one of these bullies?

"Really? Then this biatch here is always bringing her ligtas card, huh?" I saw Mitch mischievously smile at me.

"Manahimik ka ngang hipokrita ka. Masyado kang madaldal." Yvone suddenly showed up out of nowhere with her alalays forming a barricade in front of me.

"Oh, another bitches! So, you guys are forming a group now, huh? What it would be called? The weaklings?!" nagtawanan sila sa corning joke ng leader nila na kinulang yata ng pitong buwan nung pinanganak. Inaantok akong tumalikod at pinagpatuloy ang ginagawa. Bahala sila diyan.

"You bet."

"Uhmm, excuse me? You are Madison, right?" as I was getting busier checking every corners of every booth, suddenly, a broad voice approaches me. "Ako nga pala si Mark at siya naman ang kaibigan kong si Leo." Turo niya pa doon sa kasama niyang tipid akong nginitian.

Another authograph?

"Uh, yeah. Hi." Walang interes kong sagot at muling bumaling sa ginagawa ko. Humarang siya sa harap ko kaya naman kunot noo ko siyang pinagmasdan. "Is there anything you want to say, MisterMario?"

Malakas ang naging pag tawa niya na halos maiyak pa. Nagpapahid siya ng luha na tumigin sakin. "It's Mark hindi Mario."

"So?" mataray na sabat ko dahil nag sisimula na akong mayamot sa pagmumuka niya. He's good looking actually, but not my type.

"Uh...c-can I have your number?"

"Ah, of course..." Nakangiting pinagmasdan niya ako. "Not." Tumalikod na ako at akmang aalis ng muli ay humabol siya. My lips twitched. Calm your ass down, Madison. Stay calm.

"B-But can I at least take you out today after school?" he pleaded.

Out? He wants to take me out? Hindi ko ba kayang lumabas mag isa? Dzuh!

"No." Sabay sabay naming nilingon ang pinangalingan ng baritonong boses na agad pumagitna sa aming dalawa. "My girlfriend is not going out with anyone."