I highly recommend you listen to this song first, it makes the oneshot make more sense.
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When I first told you my plans you called me Space girl. I couldn't tell if it was an insult or a compliment, but when I first showed you the stars in Siberia you smiled. I held you close and covered you in blankets and you smiled. Your eyes reflected the sky so beautifully, I spent hours working up the courage to ask you for a kiss. I never did. But your smile and eyes lighting up as you pointed out constellations to me I'll never forget.
That day I pulled my new Telescope out to see the stars was amazing. You told me of your love for Galaxies and as our breath puffed out in front of us, we saw the Aurora for the first time. Somehow, you ripped your eyes away from it and kissed me. I remember you asking me if I was okay, I hadn't even realized I was so happy I was crying. The kiss felt so real, so right. Your lips felt perfect against mine.
I remembered that kiss often, but it truly burned into my memory the first time I got to see a Lunar eclipse. Those emotions I felt there, those were exactly what I felt when you kissed me. I might have shed a few tears. I can't remember anymore. Those days when you were mine, they were perfect. No matter how far away you were, I trusted you, believed in you. And when you were on me, when we held hands, I felt like our love was unstoppable, no matter how many rules we broke we would always be perfect. I got so airy I'd space out multiple times in meetings thinking about the next time I would get to see you. The Government wasn't too pleased that that.Those times we danced together seemed timeless. Like they were endless, Like we would get to dance like that forever together. Even when I messed up a few times, in a few days you'd be back with me under the stars. And life was perfect again.I hope you like this record I made for you, and that you play it to remind yourself of me. It's not much, but I hope you enjoy listening to me when you can't visit me anymore. It's called, Space Girl, and It's all about our Love.
America wanted to break the record as she stared at it. Hot tears were welling in her eyes. How DARE she? This Woman goes out there telling her undying love for me while she was fucking China behind me back. How FUCKING DARE she? America clenched her hands around the record but couldn't bring herself to hurt it, to break it, to tear it into a million pieces like she wanted to so badly. Her hands shook and slowly the record's casing was covered in droplets as America stood there. She was Angry. Why was she crying? America placed the Record down and cried into her hands. Her emotions all bubbling up to the surface leaving her with nothing but regret. A black hole slowly caving it's way into her chest, blocking out her heart from being hurt. From allowing her to love"Space Girl my ass. You NEVER Deserved me." The tears slowly stopped, the tracts drying on her cheeks, that would be the last time she would allow herself to be hurt by a woman, by anyone, ever again. The blackhole was all consuming in her chest, eating up all her emotions leaving her with nothing but a chest of nothingness.
I made this video which is what the AU for this is made. I cannot believe I spent 9 hours on this.
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Random One Shots
FanfictionLiterally just me doing a bunch of one shots. a lot are Countryhumans but there's also gonna be some OC work in here for no reason. I probably won't expend on any of these ideas but if you want to read, feel free I guess.