The Enemy in my head

Chapter 29

Trigger Warnings: Alcohol, Bar, being  shitfaced, Remus, mentioning of su!cide, death mentioning.

Anxietys POV:

Do you know the type of Fear where you already know you will fail but you are still afraid of you failling? No? Lucky you.
The worst part of all of this, the others are still optimic. 
"We are so close to finishing our quest, my dear friend!", Roman said, trying to change the topic from me nearly putting a hole in his neck.
We were walking to the Bar and my nerves doupled with each step.
"Roman is right, Kiddo! We only need Remus on our side and than we can go and teach that nasty demon in your head a lesson!", Patton chimed in, still cheerfull as always, though he had gotten pale after my I-have-weapons-in-my-hoodie-Move.
Logan was the only one that was not scared, in fact, he seemed to be enjoying our "progress".
"We shall fullfill our Plan an let Roman go first. If you shall be in need of help, Roman, do not worry. Virgil will come in to, and overwazch the situation, while I and Patron wait to be calles for help as well, if it should become necessary. I believe, he will be shoked if we all come in at once."  Logan exclaimed, and I could hear a slight sherlock-ish british Accent comming through. He was perfect for this, and I was glad to have him on my side.
"Are you ready, Princeton? Don't forget, we need all the help we csn get and with that maniac of a twin of yours wr have better chances for the final battle. Be gentle with him, he lost hid fiance and is deffinatly not sober."
" I will try my best, little Stormcloud. But one question remains - how will you come in there?"
"In disguise.", I said, simply.
I lend Pattons cat hoodie from his shoulders and threw it on, the hood up, and than lend glasses from Logan. Compiend with my sleeveless top I changed ito just a few hours ago and the Black jeggins I kinda looked like a caotic Collage Student.
"This is the most uncharachteristic thing for you to wear nor is it perfect but we are litarally running out of time - so lets go!"

Timeskip brought to you by my lack of sleep

At first it went smoothly. We found Remus easily, given that he and Remy, the bartender, were the only ones in there.
I got myself an applejuice and crackers away from the twins and listened.
At first Remus Was silent and Roman nearly started an argument but Remus opened his mouth to ask : "How is... Virgil?"
I nearly spit out my Juice.
"He uhh is well, i suppose. I mean, he has wings now and he kinda gave up on everything- Actually, I think hr is not well. He is suffering and he needs you."
"This was a suicide Mission. You lost the best man in my live because of it and now want me as a replacement only a few days after his death?", he slurred a bit but his death glare was giving it a dangerous glow.

"Remus, I know he meant a lot for you, I understand-"

"Oh, but Brother!", Remus spat and stood up beaming like a madman. "You know nothing of me! You don't know what it's like to lose the man you love!"

"THAT IS THE THING REMUS! WITHOUT YOU, THE MAN I LOVE WILL DIE!", Roman yelled.

I spit out my juice.

"Please!", Roman pleaded.

"The man you love, eh? Didn't know you were into Emos.", he mumbled.

"Alright, Roman. I will help - but I have a condition."

"Everything.", I mouthed to myself.

"After all this is over, I want a funeral for him and want to be left alone forever in the dark mindpalace, on my own."

"For as long as you whish.", I said, comming over.

"But first we need to unalive a bitch!", Remus grinned, being himself again.

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