-a few days later-
Virgil pov
The collar gives me an elektrik shock, everytime I get weak and Paranoia gets strong. Today this means a lot of pain, because I will have a freaking conversation based on him.
With the others.
So many trigger words.. Sometimes only a word can trigger a transvermation. In other words, say it, and I'll get reminded , so I'll get weak,and he gets strong.
Because of that my collar is on a higher level. Not deadly, but high enough to make me pass out.
The conversation will take place at the dark sides realm. It will be so funny, when they see me, and Beginn talking about everything I used to be. The paradise of trigger Words. Just his name is a trigger.
A knock takes me back to reality.
>>Kiddo, you in there? << Patton said shy. Of course, all the light sides won't talk to me the same again, after they saw me melted with him in one piece...
>>Y-yeah.. W-what ya w-want..? <<
I hate this stuttering, but I can't help but do it.
Usual paranoia makes me less anxious. But now he refuses to give me any help anymore.
>>you should get ready.. Deceit will get ya in a minute, be ready! <<
And there he goes..
I stand up and stratch a bit.
I ignore the painful headache beginning on my cheek.
It's sad that I am used to the pain..
Slowly I walk through my room, getting my stuff. Eyeshadow, hoodie, collar batteries, water bottle and my phone with headphones.
Another knocking interrupted the silence.
>>Anxiety, may I not come in? <<
Great. >>Yeah.. S-sure <<
Of course. Now i can't even talk to him like normal...
-Le time skip brought to you by me being sleep deprived -
I can do this, I mean it's just a meeting of dark sides and well me and some extra feelings that aren't really necessary so they stayed with the darks (A/N guess who it is~ one word Starbucks -w-)
I, remus and Janus arrived at the dark realm
Aghhh the memories
I can already feel me shaking.
Remus pov
Damm Virgil takes long in his room we are supposed to go now...
Finally there he is! He a lil bit pale but i ignore it. He is Anxiety
thats normal for him.
We arrive. I see how Virge starts shaking. I swear i litarally can feel the fight in his brain between running away or just doing it. I look at Janus, he seems like he can feel it too.
Virgils POV
Run
No
Yes
I need to do this.
You are fast, you can run.
They will catch me anyway.
Not if you use your powers and just fly.
NO
YES!
I can feel how he wins. I whimpered. Janus and Remus looks burning in my back. They can feel my fight. And they feel, how it will end.
I am fast i turn around jump over their heads and run.
FLY
Hell NO
Hell yes, they will catch you.
So?
You don't wanna be there Anxiety.
...
I feel a strong arm at my shoulder. Janus.
Another even stronger. Remus.
"Let go of me" my voice was so cold and demonic i couldnt seem to hear my usual voice.
"Virgil please just.. We need to go there. Now. Before it gets worse-"
Yeah i snapped.
"JANUS I DO NOT HAVE CONTROL OVER MY BODY HOW COULD IT GET WORSE? "
Lets just say that hurt.
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The Enemy in my head
FanfictionThis story is under rewriting, I swear it gets better. Virgil had hidden his other side for so long - until eventually he tells Thomas about his past. "It was always going to end like this! You and me on the same side, fighting for the throne!" "Wh...
