Chapter 5

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Slowly my eyes started to open. I haven't felt this dizzy in a long time...
Ever since-
>>We just want you to tell us what the heck is happening to him? <<
>>He lost his consciousnes two times in 24 hours, so, my opinion would be, that he is rather sick, or something is working really hart in his body, which would explain the exhaustion. Both of my conglsuions would explain why he is so pale. But they don't explain, why we needed to leave the room, or why we heard this scream. So please tell us, what happens to be wrong with Virgil? <<
>>What Microsoft nerd is trying to say  is, what the heck is wrong with panic at the everywhere?! <<
>>No harmful nicknames, kiddo! <<
>>Stop shouting you are gonna wake him up! <<
>>I-I a-am a-a-already a-awake.. <<
Gosh I never stuttered more in my life.
>>Virgil! <<
I jumped, falling from the couch and hitting my head.
Really now?
Deceit rushed over helping me back to the couch, while Remus got the bandages.
>>Sit down, Anxiety... <<
>>S-Since w-when.. << are they gonna call me Anxiety now, because Virgil would be Paranoia and Me..?
Deceit had a sorrowmful look in his face.
>>Anxiety.. I am really sorry.. <<
>>Wha-<<
My flight or fight instinct kicked in. I duged out, Remus still holding the collar.

>>It's for you're own good, okay?! We don't want to do this really, but with the collar we can see whenever Paranoia-<< he gasped, well knowing, he fucked up this time.
Without allowing my body to, black flames showed up at my hands. I felt my eyes flicker again. I tried to risist, but my body had more control over me. I could feel a smirk appearing on my face. Not the sarcastic smirk I have, whenever I make Princey flustered. A pure evil smirk..
>>Like that could work trah rat! <<
O no. No. No. No.
Damn I am weak.

Please, end this and put the damn collar on!
Don't you dare to try anything stupid, Remus..
And of course he did something stupid.. He fricking jumped at me.
That was the trigger  he needed to finish the 'transformation'
I felt the black smoke and I was back in the back of my mind.
The pain grew stronger as he transformed fully. He usually never does that, so why-
I could feel the changes. My lovely hoody disappeared, instead a long JD- like coat, black boots and my hair felt like it became a dark Grey in it. He.. That's the most powerful form we can have. It's a kind of fusion, between us and the opposites of our side. So me and Paranoia in a fusion.
Fear.
But he needs me to allow it! So ha- wait.. He has control over me..  just make me allow it. Just asI was thinking about it, I felt how a quit yes escaped mine and his lips in unionI felt being with him together in one. Him controlling the whole body including me.. Well damn.. We are gonna die.

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