The Enemy in my head

Chapter 22

Where we left of:

Logans POV:

This is where I was stupid. Right there. Emotions where left out. How could I, currently without a single feeling, think about, what others would feel? How could I know that Anxiety would loos his mind? How could I know that Remus and Roman would nearly kill Patton?

How?

Trigger Warnings:

There are a lot(。_。)

1. Nearly another character(s) die

2. Everybody being very stupid

3. The paragraph where we left of, basically-

4. Cursing

5. Crying

6. Yelling

7. Me, being sleep deprieved and not having a sense of morality, hence playing with the emotions of my readers-

8. Remus going insane

9. Strong talk about death

10. Details in all of the bad stuff

11. Suicide mentions

12. A cliffhanger

13. So, so, so many twists.

Seriously, don't read thias on a bad day, please and thank you.

There will be a sumory by Remy and Emil because all the other sides will be either dead or depressed after this chapter...

Anywho,

Romans POV:

Virgil. Janus. Remus.

I always thought they might be bad, but now I am sure that wasn't true. They were just as much human as I am. Only that Janus was dead, Remus close to murdering me and Virgil loosing his mind. How did it come that far? Well: Remus shook Janus, up and down he went, until he realized, he would not come back.  Of course, he couldn't . "No, Jan, come back. Babe? Please.", he would repeat. His voice soon turned from soft sobbing to raging terror. "Janus! don't leave, don't!", he would scream. After that he giggled. Than laughed. He threw his head back and laughed. Harder and harder. I looked around for Logan - maybe he could get logic into my brother - but he was gone. We were alone.

Remus went silent apruptly. "This is your fault, brother.", he spat. "You murdered him." I looked at him, asking if he was serious.
"How is this my fault?"

"Why? But, my dear brother, you are the GOOD one! The Saint, the Light Side! It is your JOB to save us with your perfect and brave mind! But you FAILED! And your failure made my FIANCE die!". I was shocked.

"You- I- Fiance? My fault? Remus, I- I was not aware that-", my ego and pride got the better, and my stutteering shut down. "IT ISN'T MY FAULT! I WAS DRAGGED INTO THIS! IF VIRGIL COULD HAVE JUST KEPT HIS SECRET AND HIS PAST NOTHING WOULD HAVE HAPPENED!"

"DON'T YOU DARE BRING VIRGIL INTO THIS! HE LOST HIS BEST FRIEND AND ACTUAL FATHER FIGURE!"

He was right. I killed Virgils Friend and Dad, and blamed my murder on him.

I couldn't even say anything before he jumped at me.

We fought a quit epic fight. He with his weird, rusty weapon - he called that thing "his morning sun" - and me with my sword, also known as Backbiter.

We thought a long while and we were close to both passing out from exhaustion, when I felt the room darken. The door was thrown shut deep, the air buzzed with rage and me and my brother were both stunned speechless as Virgil went through the door.

I remember him like this.

At the very beginning of this burden of an adventure we were having, he let his other half thake control of him - his body becomming far more powerfull than ever.

Had Paranoia won? Was Virgil no more?

Than, I saw his eyes. One was black, like Paranoia.

The other was a sad, tears leaking purple.

"Virgil?"

"Do you want to kill each other?", he had asked, far too calm. His voice seemed normal too, which I found scarier than his demonic tone.

"I would be GLAD if he died, yes!", Remus snarled, grinning.

I shook my head in shame. "Virgil, I am sorry."

"For what? You didn't do anything, yet."

"I killed him. Blame this chaos on me. It's all my fault, that he is dead."

I expected him to hurt me, yell at me, breack down crying. The corpse of Janus was still in the room, so I expected him to be a ball of rage.

Instead, he laughed. He laughed, cold like ice and went to raging like fire. "You think its YOUR FAULT? I AM HIS MURDERER! I AM A FREAK, A BURDEN! IF I WOULD HAVE JUST DIED HE WOULD NOT HAVE NEEDED TO RISK HIS LIFE FOR ME!"

He laughed, more and more. He has went insane.

Logan burst through the door. Only now, I realized, Virgil locked us in this room. He didn't want Logan and Patton comming in - he was afraid we would hurt them.

"Anxiety, what on earth are you saying?"

"You heared me, Logic!"

"Kiddo, it isn't your fault. Janus sacrifized himself, he knew this could happen."

"So you think it was suicide?", Remus asked, and Virgil flinched. "Roman killed him! Blame it on him!"

"Why on earth would it be Roman? I am the one to blame!"

Everybody fought, and I cried silently. When Logan and Virgil were close to punching each other, Remus used the distraction and made a run to the door.

Logan and I screamed.

Patton turned around and held out his arm to stop him.

Remus raised his Morning Sun in a warning.

They were 5 feet away.

2 feet.

1-

Nobody was baking away - when Virgil ran - no, FLEW - to Remus and tackled him down to the ground.

"Not under my watch, b!tch."

A/N THIS CHAPTER HAS 1115 WORDS! OMG, I am proud! ✪ ω ✪

Sumory hosted by Remy and Emil:

Emil: Again, it is fine, if you didnt read it! Take a cookie, or if you are feeling dangerous, take a second cookie. ╰(￣ω￣ｏ)

Remy: Or water, coffee, idk.

Emil: Exactly!

Remy: So, heres what happened! Everybody was still feeling bad for what happened, and Roman and Remus were left alone with Janus lieing there. They were sad, and Remus is like "JAnus was my bae!". They had a sad boy hour moment, until Remus decided to fight Roman. Remus made Roman believe what happened was his fault, hence Roman was sad. The other sides came in ', and Virgil freacked out and became, like, ONE PERSON with our good ol' P.

Emil: I wanna contniue! UvU. Virgil was sad and cried and thought with the others. Also sad Remus made a run for it and nearly unalived Patton in the process (⊙_⊙;). Virgil was like (stated) "Not under my watch, *insert bad word*.", and FLEW (!) to save us all!

Remy: Question is, why can he all of the sudden fly, how is that possible, is our Virgil still in there blah blah blah

Both: And that is the tea sis, sksksksksksksksksk