Chapter 37

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TW: more Angst, than im the other chapters. There is gonna be a suicide. Sorry, I am a sucker for Angst.

Remus POV:

I was fighting with Roman.
Everything blurred around us, as we moved faster than light and space.
"It's your fault!"
"It wasn't!", I screamed. "He killed himself.", I mumbled to myself. Maybe one day I would actually believe that. That it wasn't my fault. 
That Janus wanted it to end this way.
"Please, you don't really believe that, huh?", Roman mocked. He began mocking my voice. "Oh, look, I am Remus, the Madman."
He sounds so much like me.
"I killed my fiance.", he continued.
"I didn't."
"I am Remus and I killed him.", he continued. He got louder and louder, until his throat made rough sounds, screaming at me.

"JUST KILL YOURSELF! YOU ARE A MURDERER!"

"NO!"

"YOU WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH! AND NOW YOU ARE A SINNER. A KILLER!"

"YOUR LIEING!", i screamed and as I held my 'Morning-Star' up high. When I stricked it through his chest, and he fell to the ground, my only thought was:

I am mad. I am a killer. 

When I lifted the weapon again, I smiled slightly.

"See you soon, my love."

He never made it through his fear and went mad. The sides would never be complete again, but at last, Remus and Janus would get happy together.
Perhaps Remus would have never commited, if he knew, that he didn't actually kill Roman, nor that Roman ever said all those things.
But his death Was immediat.

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