The Enemy in my head

Chapter 24

A/N So here the trigger warnings for this chapter:

1. The usual like crying, swearing, yelling

2. depressed talk

3. Another cliffhanger

4. Everybody being angsty

5. Fighting
6. Still a lot of grieve - they need their time, like every Human. I want it to look realistic, and I wanna show that everybody needs time. <3
7. Me building up to the END of this fanfiction (omg this will be the first fanfiction I will ever finish!) UvU

Anywho,

Virgils POV:

"-speaking of him, where is Remus?"

Shit.

Whatarewegonnado?Whatarewegonnado?
Whatarewegonnado?

Roman pressed my hand harder now.
"We need to search for him, he could do damage!", he said to us all, just to turn back to me. "Vrigil? If you don't feel up to it, you can stay here, I am Sure Patton would care for you-"
"I'll be fine." , I heared my voice say. But was it really me that spoke?
"Are you sure?"
"You need all the help you can get.", I felt the smirk on my faice. I wanted to say: "That isn't me, Roman! Don't be a fool.".
I couldn't open my mouth.
As I stood up, I heared him in my head.
Virgil.
What?
I didn't want Janus to die.

I flinched at the meomorys that weren't even mine.
Holding hands, deep talks, dates -

Omg, dude!
Finally got it, huh?
You and Janus you were.. lovers?

"EARTH ON VIRGIL?", Roman snapped infront of my face. I could feel my wings lifting in surprise- They are disgusting.
In shame, I tried to make them falten back.
I didn't work.
"Virgil? What's wrong."
I didn't want to tell him. But I couldn't lie - literally.

Since Janus death nobody could lie anymore.

"It's just, Janus is dead, he is my ex, when not really my ex, his ex, to be exact.", I tapped my forhead. "Then, as if that isn't enough, HE is winning! I can't hide my wings anymore, he controls my tounge all the time, he can speack to me at ANY time, and DO NOT get me started on my Anxiety right now!"

Roman breathed deep and began to speak, with his I-am-handsome-and-smart-voice:

"Virgil, Grieve takes time, we are not expecting you to be okay after his death, ESPECIALLY when there is a second person in your head, grieving maybe even more than you, since HE is the murderer, while you are not."
He wiped a tear away. "Are you ready to show him who is the boss, Virge?"
"I do what I have to do to win."
And this time, I meant it.
"That's the Virgil I lo- prefer!", he laughed.

I went into my room in the light scape and searched for clothes that would make moving easier. I threw my old hoodie to the ground and searched for a sleeveless topy just to hear someone knock

(AN: THE ART IS FROM ME DON'T STEEL)

578 words

*plays tune of sweet home alabama* AND HERE WE ARE AGAIN WITH REMY AND EMILE FOR THE JOKE SUMORY

E: Grab a cookie and enjoy!

R: So here is our tea for today: we left of with Remus being gone and the others already having other problems (like the upcomming fight, Virgils Self Hate, Janus death, etc) and now Remus is gone.

E: So, being good friends, they decided to get ready. Now, the author is kind and gives the sides make overs.
Virgils make iver Was already in:

Next is Roman!