Chapter 31

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Trigger warnings: Gaslighting/Manipulation, Yelling, Cursing, Virgil being Angsty, Mentioning of Death/getting hurt, Trust Issues

Anxietys POV:

Darkness. I could not see anything. Only darkness.
"Anxiety!", Ethan greeted me.
"Let me be, you paranoid ass."
"Well, you didn't get enough sleep recantly, huh?", he laid his head on his shoulder, a mocking smile playing on his lips.
"Fear not.", he continued."You can rest now. I will just take over."
"No, you will not. You will make Chaos get lose, and you will hurt all my friends like you hurt Janus."
"Chaos. Chaos is what killed the dinosours, darling. They died because God said that they must, because God knew, after them there would be a greater World."
"So you want to kill us, like an Ant under your Boot."
"No, I want you to be the Boot, Anxiety. Be who you once were and make Chaos errupt!"
"No. Bloody. Way."
"I knew it wouldn't be that easy - but I tried to be nice for once. But if you think I am the Villain, than I will act like one in the near future."
He came dangerously close.
"And what will you do? Make me your Puppet?", I snarled, trying to not show my anxiety.
"Lets just say...", he grabbed my face, harsh, "Beware, Anxiety Sanders. And
don't trust anybody!"
He pushed me back and I Fell into darkness.
Deeper
and Deeper.
Until I felt my head
hit
the
floor.

"AGH DAMN IT!"
"Hey, Guys! He's awake!", Roman yelled.
"Yayyy, just on time!", Patton errupted.
"On time for what? Death?", I snarled, and felt my voice tremble.
Remus furiosen his brows, and I glared back.
Ik the back of my head repeated one sentence, one warning.
Don't trust anybody.
"What happened back there?", Remus asked. "You just passed out."
"I had a Panic Attack.", I lied, not wanting them to know that Paranoia pulled me into the back of my head, to talk, eveb though that was not the right word for what he did.
Your right, Anxiety, I did much more than you think.

Beforw the others could question me more, I turned tables.
"Where are we?"
"Nearly at the Main control room.", Roman explained. "You woke up exactly when I said "We can't get in there without hin consiuss."", He looked at me, like he was demanding an awnser neither of us had.
"While that is kind of 'sus', we can not anfordern waiting any longer. If Virgil is already weak enough to pass out at the beginning of an Panic Attack, there is not much more before he could get too weak for the upcomming fight."
"He is right.", I heared myself say, a little les grumpy, but still aware of every movement.
Every glance, every move, I could feel it all.

Am I going crazy? Would I even know? Am I the one I was all those years ago?
After this I will never do anything else like this. I will rest.

Only a few more steps.
And I will lose a bit of everything, and will win just as half as we all deserve.
I don't rhink I will win, but if anyone has to die, it won't be any of my family.



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