Blue Moon

28-Do I Wanna Know?

I finally get to see what River's apartment looks like today. 

Turns out I am the first person besides his sister and Spencer to see the inside of his apartment. 

I feel so special right now. 

Last night we were texting about hanging out today and I asked him what he wanted to do. He said I could come over to his place. 

Then I freaked out and asked him if he was sure and that's when he told me that only two other people have seen it and that it was a big step for him letting me see it. 

So I promised myself I would contain all of my enthusiasm about being able to step inside his humble abode. 

Yep I am going to be calm, cool, and collected. 

Totally. 

After my shower I get dressed. 

I decide to wear a cute yellow sundress and my white Air Force 1's. I straighten my hair, letting it fall down my back. 

Then I head downstairs and get into the jeep. 

Since I got my license Dez has been letting me use her car since she never does. 

I never realized how convenient it was to know how to drive until now. 

Texting River to let him know I am on my way I start the car. 

He sends me the address and I type it into my gps. 

When I arrive I walk up to his apartment.

 B12.

I hesitate before knocking. 

A moment passes before the door swings open. 

River stands on the other side in sweat pants and a t shirt. His hair is disheveled as always and he's got a lop sided smile etched on his face. 

I can't believe this man is all mine. 

Grabbing the front of his shirt I pull him down closing the distance between us. 

He smiles against my lips and his hands make there way to my waist. He pulls me inside before closing the door behind me. 

I want to keep kissing him but I also want to look at his apartment. 

Maybe I will discover that he's got a secret collection of barbie dolls. 

I really need to stop watching so many crime shows. 

Pulling away I look around the front of his apartment. 

There is a small kitchen to the right and a couch and tv to my left. 

The place smells like him. 

"Can I see your room?" I ask before realizing how they might come across, "I mean I just want to see the whole apartment." I clarify. 

He chuckles before taking my hand and leading me around the corner. 

There I see a bed flush against the wall. There's a dresser directly across from it and a guitar on the ground by the foot of the bed. 

He's got a few posters on his walls and I recognize some of the bands. 

Honestly this room screams River. 

When I turn to look at him, I see he's leaning against the doorway nervously. 

I look back over at his guitar before looking back at him.