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49 - Happy

1 Month Later:

Jungkook was discharged last week and his days are quite peaceful cause his uncle is not in this city for some time.

Also, Taehyung comes everyday and spend time with him. They also studied together sometimes.

Jungkook was told that he can go to college from tommorrow.

Even though, taehyung don't show it to him. He can tell it himself that he's not so happy from inside though he look like he is.

Who knows what Taehyung is like at the time when jungkook is not with him or when no one is beside him?

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Taehyung was looking at himself, standing infront of the mirror.

"You weren't like this, right?"

He stated to himself, his went to a frame which was placed on the bed side through the mirror.

He looked behind and went there. He stared at the pic with a hurt and broken face.

He let out a small Chuckle with tears in his eyes but he immediately wiped them away.

"You have to be strong Taehyung. You can't keep living like this..."

There was a knock on the door, he wiped his tears not wanting anyone to know that he was once again Crying stupidly.

He took a deep breath and walked to the door opening it.

He was a little Shocked to see jisoo but Neverthless walked back in without even shutting the door behind.

Jisoo let out a sigh as he walked inside while shutting the door behind, Ofcourse it's not hard for her to guess what must he going on in taehyung's mind.

She walked to him who was now sitting on the bed while his eyes were on the frame.

She sat beside him, both of them didn't utter a single word.

Suddenly Taehyung picked the frame in which his and Jin's pic was present...he let out a small dark chuckle and placed it back but it was not seen anymore cause he turned it around.

Jisoo placed her hand on his shoulder, "Isn't it hard to act?"

Taehyung didn't reacted at all, she felt like she was talking with a statue. "Your heart feel heavy, doesn't it? Just let it out..."

This time taehyung looked at her with an emotion which was Indescribable to her.

His eyes showed kind of guilt, sadness, anger and such more...

She let out another sigh, "Look taehyung...you need to change yourself...you can't keep living like this...even if you don't show it to anyone still!

Everyone can tell it just by looking at you that you are not as happy as you are showing! By acting...nothing would change...

You need to be strong...you need to pull yourself together and especially your heart...I do agree that I...that I didn't wanted Seokjin to be with you but...

I never had such intentions...I never wanted to see in such state...I am so sorry for everything I did...

But right now...what matter the most is you...seokjin left but...he will be back...he can't continue to live there for the rest of his life, right? There will be a day when he'll be back again...

But it doesn't mean that you are only suppose to be happy then. You need to be strong and show everyone ...show seokjin that you are worth happiness...

Be successful, achieve your dreams! Show everyone what you are worth taehyung!

Just imagining, what would be seokjin doing Right now? Is he happy there or sad?

However he is, he's living his life. He went there to study didn't he? So it obvious that he'll be back...

And that day will come soon Taehyung...when he'll come back...you need to be successful, you have to make your parents proud, your friends happy

Especially yourself...everyone cares for your taehyung, everyone do. Is everyone happy?

No Taehyung they are not...they know it too that you are not happy. Your mother is not happy though she looks like she is.

Your brother is worried for you everyday even though he don't show it...jungkook must be thinking and worried about you too even though he don't show it...

There are many things in this life taehyung...you can just ruin it because of only one reason. There are thousands reasons to live and love."

Taehyung couldn't help but to tear up, he looked away wiping his tears but they kept falling.

Jisoo was sadly looking at him, she moved a little closer and pulled him in her embrace.

"Keeping it in won't you but letting it out...You can cry all you want taehyung...but...promise me that you want ever cry after this day...will you?"

Taehyung hugged her back while Lightly nodding his head. He don't know if he'll be able to do this or not...

Ofcourse it will be hard but it's something he must do...to him... what jisoo totally makes sense...

He have to change...he must do...

Even if it's for himself or for someone else...

This day...

Taehyung made a promise to himself...

That he'll only live for himself from now own...

Then he'll be happy...

And so will be his loved ones...

He must let go of it...

Make it as his dark past...

He must walk ahead leaving it behind...

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