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CH 60: Seokjin?

Ignore mistakes please because i wrote this chapter in emergency 😅

Taehyung was standing in front of the mirror with the tab open, the sound of the water was all that could be heard in the washroom.

There wasn't anyone else him. Water was also dripping from the side of his face as he just splashed water on his face.

The situation right now is a bit hard for him to control especially his feelings.

It's unfair. Taehyung so thinks that all of this is just so unfair. It's his feelings, his heart but he himself can't control them.

Taehyung was still frozen, looking at himself with a palm face.

"I no longer want seokjin in my life"

Or maybe i do.

"I never missed him."

Or maybe i did.

"I never wanted him to return."

Or I probably did.

"I forgot him."

Or maybe i couldn't.

"I don't like him anymore."

Or maybe i still do.

"The day he left me...i got him out of my life."

Or maybe i didn't.

"I...no longer love him."

Or maybe i still do...

He wasn't sure of his own feelings. It feels as if he doesn't even own this heart, this life when it comes to that one specific person.

He sighed as he looked down, "i am so sick of this now." Was all he could say.

Meanwhile, seokjin was sitting in the living room. Waiting for his parents but his mind was stuck on Jungkook and probably another person.

He wonder if Jungkook is really fine mow and if taehyung already knows that he's back.

He wants to meet him but is it too selfish of him? As far as he knows, ue hurt him but he was also hurt.

Was he being a coward to run away like that? He knows that probably he was.

Then he suddenly heard a car horn and understood, his parents are back. He immediately got up from the sofa and ran outside and he was right.

His father was just getting out of the car, he looked at his mother.

"How's Jungkook's condition now? Is he better? What did the doctors say? When will he wake up? Was taehyung also there, Jimin too? H--"

His mother cut him off "Calm down son. I'll tell you first let us go in and sit?"

Seokjin looked at his mother for a sec before getting what she was saying.

God, where's my brain?

Once they were in, seokjin again started asking his mother thousand questions and his father could only shook his head with a sigh thinking that thank god, thier son didn't a change a bit in these years.

"You don't need to worry. If you were this worried, you could have come along with us."

How could i face him?

Seokjin thought but couldn't say anything openly.

"Well, the doctors said that he'll wake up soon. You can visit him tomorrow but today you must be tired with all the traveling. You should rest a bit. I didn't notice before but you look a bit mature."

Seokjin rolled his eyes at the (statement)😗

"C'mon mom. I was never that unmature. That was just your view in seeing me"

His father decided to join the conversation, "Your mother is right. But there's something changed in you and that is, that you look even more handsome than before."

Seokjin proudly smiled, "I was always handsome though. From the very start."

"Yeah, yeah we all know."

While at the hospital:

Everyone was silently waiting, it's been hours since the operation was over and they were all waiting for Jungkook to regain consciousness safely.

Taehyung was wondering if he could just take glance at him for a minute or so and he was just asking the doctor for permission and to his surprise, the doctor agreed but the condition was that only one person can go in for only 5 mins.

Taehyung thanked the doctor and he slided the door open slowly, he walked to Jungkook and couldn't help the tears in his eyes.

"You are literally such a jerk." He softly mumbled within himself.

He was staring at his (handsome) face, "just wake up already. We are all worried, couldn't you drive safely?"

He slowly pushed his hairs which were slightly on his eyes and smiled, "You need to get up fast and nag at me too but once you do, I'll teach you a lesson first for being irresponsible."

He was speaking so lightly and slowly.

He looked down and once he lift his head, his eyes widened, he blinked his eyes to make sure if he was seeing things.

He felt as if Jungkook just moved his finger lightly, he looked at his face and he was slowly trying to open his eyes.

He smiled widely, "Jungkook?"

He felt as if he was trying to say something, his lips were moving slightly but taehyung could not understand what he was trying to say so he moved his head down so he could hear better.

But he just couldn't believe what he heard, he felt his heart sunk deep in water and his fist clenched.

He literally just mumbled seokjin's name, taehyung couldn't believe his ears.

It can't be...

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Sorry for the late update 🥺

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