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CH 61 - Awake

Ignore mistakes please

As taehyung felt that Jungkook was trying to say something, i mean like he was mumbling something but his eyes were still closed.

Taehyung bend down slightly, enough to be able to hear the low voice of Jungkook.

"Seok...jin."

Taehyung froze, he felt himself feeling strangely confused. He couldn't understand why Jungkook was mumbling seokjin's name as the first thing after he regain consciousness.

What's happening? Was the only question in Taehyung's mind.

It can't be that all these years, he was not the only one waiting for seokjin desperately, it can't be...

He looked at Jungkook closely but he wasn't moving anymore, he immediately got those thoughts out of his mind and went outside to call the doctor.

It was after 10 to 20 minutes when taehyung was talking with the doctor about Jungkook's health.

According to the doctor, he did not regain consciousness but it was just a side effect. The doctor said that it could be something he has taking stress about.

They asked him what Jungkook mumbled but taehyung made a excuse that Jungkook's voice was so low that he could not hear.

Jimin was a bit suspicious but he stayed quiet for the sake of Jungkook.

The doctor also did said that there's really nothing to be worried about and that now they are sure that he'll be awake within the next few hours.

Now taehyung was sitting in the waiting area silently, nothing left his mouth but his mind was filled with over thousands thoughts.

Taehyung POV

Something Jungkook was stressed about? Just what could it be? He only mumbled seokjin's name and nothing else.

As far as i know he met mom and was on his way back home when the accident occured, could it be that even at the time of the accident, he was also thinking about seokjin.

What did he talk to mom about? I wonder...

Well, thank god that he'll wake up soon but still i can't ask him anything. I just don't want to.

Perhaps he is the same as me? I feel selfish, he left seokjin just because of me because i was coward.

All of this happened just because of me, it's all my fault to be honest.

I never imagined things to turn out this way, everything that happened in the past years was never supposed to happen.

I am sure that it's not just me but i was just too focused in my own pain that i couldn't think about how others feel. How Jungkook feels.

Was he as hurt as he is? Ofcourse it was obvious that he was but i turned a blind eye.

I just hope that he'll wake up soon. It's not that i want to ask him, I don't even  want to mention that name in front of him.

I knew that there will be one day this would happen when seokjin would be back and all the scars and sorrow will rush back. All the pain will come back but i wanted to not think about that.

Now that this day has finally came, what i am feeling cannot be described in simple words.

I sighed and came out. I walked to where everyone was but found Dad missing.