Renewed

Chapter 1

I sit on my bed staring at my ceiling. I felt like I should be doing something but this ache in my heart stopped me from doing anything.

So there I lay just staring at my ceiling thinking of all the memories I spent with Adam.

During my birthday, he kissed my cheek for the first time.. My friends planned a surprise for me by bringing a old friend to school.

He held my hand for the first time while walking from school. Intertwined fingers, we chatted and enjoyed each others presence.

My first kiss with him was at the swimming pool. We were swimming with our friends and he kissed me.

All those times we spent cuddling with each other at his house. Held hands, rested my head on his shoulder, lay on his lap. All those times just a memory now.

Vanished with just 2 words.

I picked up my buzzing phone and stared at the name on top. Max..

I sighed and declined the call then dropped my phone beside me. Didn't feel like talking to anyone. Most of my friends were spamming me with calls but I just ignored them all.

My phone was probably full of notifications from WhatsApp but I didn't care. I just wanted to be by myself.

I kept thinking about what he had said yesterday.

"Um Heather... I know I've been a big douche these few days.. And I'm sorry but I think we should break up."

Then he left and I just walked. My friends were beside me when it happened. They kept asking if I was okay.

I just nodded. Trying to stop the pools of tears forming in my eyes. I quickly walked into the toilet but found that my other friends were in there. But I couldn't hold them in any longer.

I started crying. They hugged me and comforted me but nothing could make me feel any better.

Just thinking about it made more tears come out, I didn't bother wiping them away. For once.. I let myself cry.

I sobbed and sobbed and sobbed.

Knock knock knock

"Are you okay?" My brother's voice sounded.

I sniffed, "yeah."

"You need me to go in?"

"No, I'm good," I replied.

And he walked away. I hugged the stuff toy Adam gave me and started crying even louder.

"Why? What did I do wrong.." I whispered.

I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. Why did you leave... Why did you lose feelings? Am I that....

I couldn't think anymore. I just let my tears pour out.. Suddenly I heard a knock on my window.

I drew my curtains aside and saw someone I never expected to see.