Torn Between The Two

9

Ximena Kai Carter

I woke with a slight headache and a groan escaped my lips. Turning to the other side, I noticed Nasir was gone and I was alone in bed in nothing but a big T-shirt.
Picking up my phone, my eyes grew wide as I noticed the missed calls and message from Amir.

AmirP❤️: Tried calling you a few times lastnight. Hope you're okay. Hmu when you get the chance

A wave of guilt washed over me as I sat and reread the message.

I gathered my stuff and quickly made my way to the washroom to take a shower and brush my teeth.
Deciding against wearing the outfit from lastnight, I pulled out a plain t-shirt and a boxer from Nasir's drawer to wear.
I grabbed my other stuff along with my phone and made my way downstairs to request an Uber.
"Good you're up. I made breakfast" I stopped in my tracks.
Nasir was downstairs in nothing but his boxers with two plates in front of him.
"I-I can't eat right now. I'm in a hurry"
He made his way over to me and grabbed my hands.

"It's just breakfast baby. Eat then I'll take you home" I mentally groaned.
I already felt like shit for being here.
I followed him and took a seat at his island.
I took a fork spoon of eggs and couldn't help but moan at how good it tasted.
"That's what you said lastnight" he smirked.
My eyes grew wide causing me to blushed a bit since he caught me off guard.
"Shut up"
"I'm just saying. I can get used to hearing those sounds. It's melody to my ears" he said as he moved the plates from in front of us to the sink.

"Well that was just a one time thing. There won't be no other times so savor the moment" I said as I got up.
He stood in front of me as he gently pulled me towards him.
His hands traveled to my butt as he grabbed it. Leaning over to my ears he started whispering.
"Oh really? You think that's true?" He kissed the spot below my ears.
"You think you gon let me taste her one time and that's it?" He proceeded to kiss my neck as a soft moaned left my lips.
"Mhmm"
"I don't think so lil baby. I'll be damned if I don't feel how those walls feel" he said smirking as his hands traveled into the boxers I was wearing slowly parting my lips.
"Or how those sexy ass lips feel around my dick" I slowly pushed away from him before things got out of control.
"Can you take me home?" I cleared my throat.
Smirking, he stepped away to grab his keys.
"Let's go"
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I decided to send Amir a text.

Hey PrinceyPooh. Farrah and I went to the club lastnight. Took one too many shots and everything after that was a blur

I locked my phone and immediately felt like an asshole.
As if she knew something was wrong, my phone started ringing.
Farrah was FaceTiming me.
"Heyyy" she cheesed into the camera.
"Hey" I said as I grabbed a water from the fridge.
"What's wrong?" She questioned.
"I feel like shit that's what's wrong. Nas and I went back to his place and" I looked at her.
She gasped.
"Y'all fuck!?"
"No! No we didn't fuck. He gave me head but I slept over. The sexual tension was so high this morning I had to pull myself together and ask him to take me home"
"Whew chile" she eyed me.
"What's even worst is that I woke up to 7 missed calls from Amir and a message of him saying he hopes everything is okay and guess what I replied?"
"What?"
"I told him we went to the club lastnight and we ended up taking one too many shots and everything was a blur after that" she burst out laughing.
"Everything was a blur alright. Had Nas nasty ass tongue deep in ya coochie"
I groaned.
"And I know he's gonna come over to see me. I just can't face him"
"If you ignore him he's gonna think something is up"

I knew she was right. Since that time we spent at his place, we've been spending a lot of time together.

I heard a knock on my door. My head shot up at the door. Farrah's eyes grew wide.
"Who's that?" She whispered.
"I don't know" I replied as I made my way to the door.
Looking through the peephole, I saw Amir.

Oh fuck.
"It's Amir, I'll call you back" I end the call.
I mentally thank God I changed out of Nasir's clothes when I got home because Amir would've definitely known those boxers aren't his.

"Heyy" I said as he entered the apartment.
"Hey mamas" he kissed my forehead before heading to the kitchen.
"Are you hungry? I bought us food from Chipotle"
"Yeah I can eat" he nodded.
He came back with the food and our drink.

"You had fun lastnight?" I shrugged.
"It was alright I guess" the memories from lastnight specifically at Nas' house replayed in my head.
I tried my hardest to suppress them.
After eating, we decided to continue watching Blacklist.
We spent so much time together that we practically watch the same series at this point.
As I laid on his chest, I could feel his hands rubbing my butt. To say my hormones wasn't all over the place would be a lie.
I looked up at him as he watched at the tv.
"Why you staring at me?" He smirked.
"Cause you look good"
"Good enough to give me a kiss?" I chuckled.
Lifting my head, I gave him a small peck on his lips but he quickly grabbed my face to deepen the kiss.
I parted my lips and he used the opportunity to slide his tongue into my mouth.
His hands slid under the tank top I was wearing and gently massaged my nipple.
"Hmm" I moaned into the kiss.
"Take this off" he tugged at my boy shorts.
I got up and took it off, leaving me in just my undies and tank top.
"Go lay in the bed" I obeyed as I added a little sway to my walk knowing he was staring.
I watched as he entered the room in his boxers.
He got between my legs and started kissing me.
I moaned a little as I felt his dick hardened against my vagina.
Pushing up my tank top, he sucked on one of my nipples as he massage the other one.
"Oh shit" I muttered as he grind his hips against mine so I could feel how hard he was.
Kissing down my stomach to panty line, he slowly took it off as he stared into my eyes.
He got down and started sucking on my clit as I arched my back. His tongue felt so cold against my clit, it drove me crazy.
I shut my eyes from all the pleasure I was feeling.
"Look at me Ximena" he demanded. I could tell that he was serious because he hardly ever called me by my name.
I opened my eyes and stared into his beautiful hazel eyes. 
He rubbed his finger between my lips before sliding it into me.
"Fuck Amir" I arched my back as he increased the pace of his fingers.
I could feel the pressure build up as I tried to close my legs.
He wrapped his arms around my legs to stop me from moving.
"Why you running mamas?" He smirked as he curved his fingers in me.
I could feel my walls enclosing and so could he.
"Cum for me. Let me taste how good this pussy taste" and that's what I did. I came so hard my body shook.
I could barely keep my eyes open. I was breathless.
He raised up to kiss me, wrapping his hand around my neck.
"You taste so fucking good baby" I blushed.

That didn't stop me from thinking about the fact that within less than 24 hours two different guys gave me some bomb ass heads.