Bound To You- [R.C]

✧*̥˚Chapter 45*̥˚✧

I DECIDE TO SLEEP in Sarah's room, not being able to face Rafe after what he just did. I cuddle her blanket falling asleep in minutes, letting tears roll down my face. I'm not aware how long I'm asleep for, but everytime I wake up I quickly drift back off, not wanting to face the real world.
"Eve, baby, please just open the door" I hear Rafe's voice bounce through the other side of the door.
I climb out of Sarah's bed walking over to the door.
"Oh good you're awake Rafe smiles at me.
1 push past him, walking into the bathroom. I turn the shower on letting it run while I get undressed. I step into the shower and wash my hair before sitting down in it, letting all of the tears flow.

I walk back into Sarah's room in my towel and get changed into one of her t-shirt's.
Wiping the tears away from my eyes, I slip back into bed hoping not to wake up.
I stay in my room for days, I don't eat, I don't shower, I just lie there. staring at the ceiling. sleeping. crying.

The doors locked so nobody can come in, but I hear a range of people standing outside, asking me if I'm okay throughout the days.

I walk over to the door and slump down, feeling Rafe's presence on the other side of the
door.
"Baby I'm really worried about you, please just let me in." He whispers to me through the door.
"Please Eve, I'm so sorry." He says.
"I would never hurt you, I was high, I would never hurt you Eve." He rambles on.
I place my head in my hands and sob.
I hear Rafe's sobs too and I can't let myself be angry at him anymore.

I open the door slightly, making sure not to knock Rafe over. He stands up and turns around to look at me as I walk into his arms. I feel his gentle arms around me, as if he feels like might break me.
.
"Hello darling, is everything okay?" Rose asks as Rafe and I walk into the kitchen.
I smile at her and nod as she embraces me into
a hug, which wheezie joins.

They leave on the boat and Rafe makes me some waffles with syrup and strawberries. My favourite breakfast. But I don't feel like eating right now.

I take the back of my phone case off to reveal a small ziploc baggie just for emergencies and I open it up.
"No baby no, eat some waffles" Rafe says gently, taking the bag from my hands.
I frown at him, taking a bite of the waffles. Rafe comes to sit beside me on the stools.
I smile at him weakly, wrapping my arms around his neck.

Rafe's eyes quickly switch from my face to my arms as he pulls them back from behind his neck. "Eve what did you do?" He asks examining my wrists.

I turn away from him, getting out of my seat but before I can walk away Rafe grabs my hand pulling me into him.
"I'm so sorry." He whispers into my shoulder.
"This is all my fau-" I cut him off by kissing him.
I deepen the kiss as I wrap my legs around
him.
"Eve, baby, no." He says, breaking away from the kiss and pushing me down off of him.
I frown.
"Do you not love me anymore?" I ask.
"Of course I love you, but you're not very well Eve. I'm not going to let you make impulsive decisions." He says softly, burying his head into my stomach.

I push his head off of me, ready to walk off but he grabs my arm.
"Please Eve, let's eat some breakfast." He looks up at me.
I give in and sit back down on the stool.