Trigger warning: Self-harm, depression, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, mental disorders, abuse
Oh god, it was so cold that night. I felt like nothing. Nothing and more of nothing. So cold..Tsuki is right probably? My life was so great but what the fuck happened, what went wrong, why don't I deserve a happy ending? I ran. I didn't even know where I ran to, I didn't know if there was somewhere I could run to. The others were chasing after me but they lost me so I was on my own. I was blinded by my tears, my tears, I swore I could feel them freeze on my cheeks, it seemed like everything around me was frozen, possibly even my heart is frozen by now. I tripped. God, this isn't the best situation for my stupid clumsiness, tho I don't often get hurt while falling down, I hurt my knee. It stings and it's bleeding, I couldn't really tell if this pain comes from my knee or my heart. It's all too much.
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"
"I CAN'T ANYMORE, IT'S TOO MUCH"
Damnit I can't I cant I cant I cant I cant I cant
I screamed and screamed but nobody could hear.
I cried and cried but nobody would come and save me.
Where I was, Who I am, what does it matter by now?
I had my fun times in this life but now? It's a joke, I'm a joke.
I lost everything.
Fuck.
YOU ARE READING
The sad crow
Fiksi PenggemarHinata Shoyo was always happy and smiled. Until he began to change.. He looked so sad.. !TRIGGER WARNING!
