The sad crow

The sad crow-Chapter 8

Trigger warning: Self-harm, depression, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, mental dissorders, abuse

I feel so dizzy.. And all I really see is my own blood dripping from my arm. There is a little puddle of blood on the floor already and my body gets weaker with every second.  Kenma walked in the kitchen "Hey Shoyo? Whats taking you so long for the drinks? Should I help?". He walked up closer "Kuroo, Lev and Kageyama are playing Minecraft on their phones in the living room but they are all noobs so I got annoyed and wanted to check on you..Hinata?". My body was numb and I was not able to move a single muscle. Help.. That was what I wanted to say to my dear friend but I just couldn't open my mouth so my only hope was for him to see the blood. He was still coming closer and since the blood puddle was bigger and my sleeve was complitly coverd with blood he had to see it. "Why aren't you answering Hinata? You good.." Kenmas eyes widend as he saw the huge amount of blood dripping off of the little spiker. My eyes.. Everything is turning dark.. Is this the end..? Am I gonna.. die? With that in my mind I passed out. "HINATA! OH MY GOD!! HELP! KAYEYAMA! KUROO! LEV! ANYBODY! PLEASEEE!!! NO NO NO NO NO HINATA!! WHY IS YOUR ARM BLEEDING SO MUCH?! FUCK! HEEELLLLLPPP!" Kenma screamed as loud as he could. Kageyama walked in the kitchen first with the other two behind him "Kenma whats.. HOLY SHIT! HINATA! WHATS WRONG? SO MUCH.. BLOOD! CALL AN AMBULANCE! QUICK!". Kageyama ran to Hinata who was laying on the floor with blood around him. Kenma grabbed some fabric and pressed it down on Hinatas cuts which were bleeding like crazy. Kuroo and Lev were both shocked, Kuroo turned around and ran to his phone in the living room to call an ambulance while Lev went with him. Kageyama had tears in his eyes and turned to Kenma "Kenma.. What in the worldn happend?". Kenma was crying while still holding the fabric "I just came in here to help him get drinks a-and he didn't answer me at all and as I g-got closer I saw the b-blood and he just fainted..!". Kageyama was grabing Hinatas hands "Kenma.. I think he was cutting himself.. a-and it was to deep.. Hinata you idiot.. youre gonna be okay..!"

Lev suddenly interuppted as he stormed back to the kitchen "We called and ambulance! Their on the way! He.. is still alive isn't he..?". Kenma was sobbing but nooded in Levs direction. "Kuroo and I are gonna go outside so the ambulance finds the way in easier!" Lev said while trying to hide the fact that he can barely hold himself from bursting out on tears. Kageyamas heart was hurting, he never imagend seeing his friend like that "Hinata.. Why..?"..

(Thank you guys so much for 1k! I never thought that much people would like my story! I hoped you liked this short chapter and sorry for not updating for so long, school was really stressfull but I hope that I get to write more othen in the future! See you in the next chapter! Love you guys! :D)