The sad crow

The sad crow-chapter 9

Trigger warning: Self-harm, depression, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, mental dissorders, abuse

Everything was so messed up. "Hinata why didnt you talk to me? Huh?" Kageyama was in pain, his head was full of all that could go wrong "I.. I love you Hinata.. Please be ok..". Kenma was still crying his eyes out while the two boys started many people coming in through the door. Kenmas eyes lookes to the kitchen door "K- Kageyama, I think the ambulance is h- here". The black haired boy nodded not taking his eyes of the little crow.

"Hmm?" I was slowly waking up. Where the heck am I? Am I dead? No, Im in the hospital! What happend? Suddenly I rememberd everything that happend. Oh no.. what do the others think of me now.. I opend my eyes to see whats going on around me and felt a great headache. "Hinata! Thank god youre alive! I was so worried you cant even- imagine.. Kenma! Tell the doctor that he woke up!" I looked who the one was sitting beside me, it was Kageyama! "Kageyama? What- Why are we.. you?" I tried to form sentences but I was unable to. Kageyamas eyes bagan to fill with tears and he grabbed my hand "Hinata.. It's ok you dont have to say anything right now!.. I was so shocked you know? I knew something was wrong but I didnt think you would do something like that.. Your dad.. Did he do anything to you? I know youre scared but its important that you tell me the truth right now". I shocked about what my friend told me but I knew I couldnt keep silent anymore "..I'm so sorry Kageyama.. I know I have should've talked to you but you're right, I was and still am scared.. Yes.. My dad hurt me.. But it's my fault! Mom and Natsu left because of me I deserve to get hurt!.." I started to cry and just looked and the black haired boy. Kageyama also cried, stood up and gave me a big hug "You baka, it's going to be ok, I promise.. Hinata?". I hugged him back "Yeah?". He squezzed me softly "I love you.."