The sad crow

The sad crow-chapter 10

Trigger warning: Self-harm, depression, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, mental dissorders, abuse

Love? Me? Kageyama loves me? But.. why? Why would anyone ever love me? Do I even deserve to be loved?   "Kageyama..-" I started to speak as he interrupted "No it's ok, you dont have to answer to that now Hinata.. just concentrate on getting better! We are gonna get your dad into jail ok? He's not going to hurt you anymore! I sweat, I'll protect you!"

I was so shocked by those words but I also felt so relieved. We stopped hugging and as I was still crying I looked him in the eyes and I was so thankfull to have someone like that in my life and for one second, even tho I was around all these bad thoughts, I felt.. free! I felt as there really is a chance of me being happy, of everything working out, with Kageyama by my side! I grabbed the hand of the black haired boy and started to tell him with all my power left "Kageyama.. Stay with me.. and everything will be fine! I can feel that deep inside my heart.. thank you for everything!"

"Ah you are awake!" A doctor came into the room interrupting our conversation "How are you feeling young man? I'm sure your arm hurts, that was really dangerous you know? It could've ended really bad if your friends wouldnt have been there! If you rest well you can go home in a few days" the doctor said while standing infront of my bed. Home.. I dont want to go home.. I noticed Kenma slowly walking over to my bed to and sitting down beside me. "Young man.. by any chance.. Did your father abuse you? We saw marks all over your body and your friends told us they've been thinking about something like that too. I know it's scary but its really important to tell the truth." while hearing this from the grown up I first looked at Kageyama and then at Kenma. Kenma looked me in the eyes "Shouyo please tell us the truth so we can get that bastard into jail fast! We all are hear for you, you dont have to be scared anymore."

I really dont like all this attention I'm getting right now but should I tell them about dad..? I mean its kinda my fault this is happening but I dont want to get hurt by him anymore. "...Ok... I'll tell you everything.."